Hey ho :))) I actually meant the whole thread I started being unable to do anything but silly ranting. That was fun indeed. Though, I just thought, I should have continued playing with you, I still want to try being a boy; but somehow I focused on "relationships" aspect instead of sex, and that, as always, ruined the courage, which, in turn, appeared out of idea of silent understanding that really turns me on. (If you got something of what I wrote, you are obviously smarter than I am since I really can't figure out what I truly want.)