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| Monday, December 27th, 2021 | |
| 2:43 am | farmer in the city https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lmzMBH4 Do I hear 21, 21, 21? I'll give you 21, 21, 21 Do I hear 21, 21, 21? I'll give you 21, 21, 21 This night you are mistaken I'm a farmer in the city Dark farm houses 'gainst the sky Every night I must wonder why Harness on the left nail Keeps wrinkling, wrinkling Then higher above me Esau Can't go by a man from Rio Go by a man from Vigo Can't go by a man from Ostia Hey, Ninetto Remember that dream? We talked about it so many times Do I hear 21, 21, 21? I'll give you 21, 21, 21 Do I hear 21, 21, 21? I'll give you 21, 21, 21 And if I'm not mistaken We can search from farm to farm Dark farm houses 'gainst our eyes Every night I must realize Harness on the left nail Keeps withering and withering Then higher above me Esau Can't go by a man in this shirt Go by a man in that shirt Can't go by a man with brain grass Go by his long long eye gas And I used to be a citizen And I never felt the pressure I knew nothing of the horses Nothing of the thresher Paolo, take me with you? It was the journey of a life Do I hear 21, 21, 21? I'll give you 21, 21, 21 Do I hear 21, 21, 21? I'll give you 21, 21, 21 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lmzMBH4 Current Music: farmer in the city (remembering paolo pasolini) |
| Monday, December 20th, 2021 | |
| 7:58 pm | gotham city https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_cuTOWO [Intro: Bladee] Drain Gang Take a knife and drain your life RIP Bladee, RIP RipSquadd You're a joker, I'm the Joker Dirty cash on the sofa [Verse 1: Bladee & Yung Lean] You're a joker, I'm the Joker Should I listen to the devil or the angel on my shoulder? Dirty cash on the sofa Fendi bags in the hallway when she come over Dirty sodas At the hotel Hyatt, walls moving closer I don't know her I'ma duck off in the castle 'til it blow over (BladeeCity) [Chorus: Yung Lean] I ain't ever tried hard, it's hard for me to try (Try) 'Cause I ain't like to try, fuck the world, come tell me lies (Fuck the world) I ain't ever tried hard, it's hard for me to try (Lean) 'Cause I ain't like to try, fuck the world, come tell me lies (Try) [Verse 2: Yung Lean] Electric fuel like aliens Mountain glue, we tapin' them Livin' like a vacant man Stacks on me, they hatin' that Electric fields, we wait for 'em Struggle 'til I pay for him Chasin' bags is chasin' tags Chasin' bags and changing hands (Lean, Lean, Lean, Lean) I told you I'm no Satan Angels keep me sane And still with the same clique Same time, summertime Long, long white nights The grind don't stop 'cause the sun shines [Verse 3: Bladee & Yung Lean] You've been talkin' to a stranger Two pills, I'm a raver Fingers cut on the paper I'ma help out my neighbor Always spin a dreidel even if it's fatal You're my son, I'm Darth Vader Don't talk to me ever, Leandoer, Bladeer We gon' shoot your shit like lasers You can hit me on my pager, all we see is paper [Chorus: Yung Lean] I ain't ever tried hard, it's hard for me to try 'Cause I ain't like to try, fuck the world, come tell me lies (Fuck the world) I ain't ever tried hard, it's hard for me to try (Lean) 'Cause I ain't like to try, fuck the world, come tell me lies (Lean, Lean Leandoer) (Sad Boys, Drain Gang in this bitch) Hard for me to try 'Cause I ain't like to try, fuck the world, come tell me lies I ain't ever tried hard, it's hard for me to try (Try) 'Cause I ain't like to try, fuck the world, come tell me lies (Lean) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_cuTOWO Current Mood:  peacefulCurrent Music: gotham city |
| Thursday, November 11th, 2021 | |
| 1:54 am | Bladee -- Doorman https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jlD_J7z [Chorus] Been around, still around the finish line Background check them 'fore they come around Drain Gang tree house and you're not allowed Dead tree branches and they hanging down I smell the money, gotta hunt it down Still talking 'bout me, gotta cut it out They're moving sideways but it's going south You remind me of someone that I forgot about It's getting crazy in the haunted house I might pop out and sleep on the couch Used to have demons but we're homies now Used to be on some shit but it's over now [Verse] I'm on the phone and it's over out You've been tryna run into me on my coldest night I can't go if it's not feeling right And I'm in the dark tunnel but I see a light It's a hard day, I might get an upgrade I get the stop made even when I'm up late Been a long way, it really came a long way Might get a heartbreak swimming in the dark lake They call me Boss BladeeCity where the sword lays I've seen a late night turn into a morning I know you hate me but it's not important I know 'bout death 'cause it's waiting at my doorstep This is not fake so you can't afford it I can't have fans 'round 'cause they wanna record me I'm in your city, that's another story I fuck my real life up 'cause that shit bore me I'm in some Air Force, can't do Michael Jordan's I know you hate me, I'm working when you're snoring And I've been global so there's nothing foreign They know my name, I am buddies with the doorman [Chorus] Been around, still around the finish line Background check them 'fore they come around Drain Gang tree house and you're not allowed Dead tree branches and they hanging down I smell the money, gotta hunt it down Still talking 'bout me, gotta cut it out They're moving sideways but it's going south You remind me of someone that I forgot about It's getting crazy in the haunted house I might pop out and sleep on the couch Used to have demons but we're homies now Used to be on some shit but it's over now Current Mood:  sleepyCurrent Music: Doorman |
| Sunday, July 4th, 2021 | |
| 1:24 pm | Turn your mental prison into a maze https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yoF1oI4 [Verse] Turn your mental prison into a maze Turn the maze into a place where you're safe Right now stepping on the graves even Everything will wither and decay But the energy will stay Every day, early, late, every second even Turn away for nothing, just in case A sensation but it's strange In a way everything is a secret even Call myself a vessel, not a name Call a taxi in the rain Take a plane out of space to confess, I need it [Chorus] Endlessly reflecting in your gaze Drop the mirror and it breaks Seven years, seven tears, seven different heavens Blue and black, I chase another shade And I'm transcending the grey To the rainbow in my brain, this array of color Endlessly go over my mistakes Just to find out what it takes To be great, separate, differentiating You hold on to me, the part that stays Makes me grounded in a way, fly away But today I'll go up, I know it [Bridge] I throw all my sympathies away Pray my card will be a ace Put my palm over my face I can't stand to watch it Everything is perfect in the void I don't want it to be spoiled I avoid it for so long, but I can't forever (But I can't forever) [Chorus] Endlessly reflecting in your gaze Drop the mirror and it breaks Seven years, seven tears, seven different heavens Blue and black, I chase another shade And I'm transcending the grey To the rainbow in my brain, this array of color Endlessly go over my mistakes Just to find out what it takes To be great, separate, differentiating You hold on to me, the part that stays Makes me grounded in a way, fly away But today I'll go up, I know it https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yoF1oI4 Current Music: Bladee -- Noblest Strive |
| Sunday, June 27th, 2021 | |
| 1:57 am | Ecco2k - Security! (Official Video) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xPTh0Nd [Intro] I’m in my room, talk to the walls I hear them sing, la la la la Falling backwards into the dark I hear the voices talk so loud Carry me softly, pull me down I shut my eyes, cover my mouth Tell me how Something so beautiful can taste so foul So foul Something beautiful can taste so foul Look around Something beautiful can seem so Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Security! [Chorus] So beautiful, so perfect So beautiful, so perfect So beautiful, so perfect So beautiful, so perfect Perfect Security, perfect How did you get so perfect? I wish that I was perfect You make me feel so dirty You make me feel so naked Ohh, I know it's worth it I want to see you waste it I want to be.. Perfect You make it look so.. Perfect Security... Perfect I know I’ll never be perfect [Verse] 1 O’clock, 2 am, to 6 in the morning 1 O’clock, 2 am, I don’t recognize myself Now every time I close my eyes I see the corpses Every time I look in the mirror I see monsters 1 O’clock, 2 am, to 6 in the morning I can’t hear my thoughts over this running water Every time I look in the mirror I feel nauseous Every time I look in the mirror I see monsters What would you ask if you had one wish? If you could choose only one thing to fix? If you had the chance, would you change something? You could lose yourself, would you take that risk? What would you ask if you had one wish? If you could choose only one thing to fix? If you had the chance, would you change something? Worthless Security! [Chorus] So beautiful, so perfect So beautiful, so perfect So beautiful, so perfect So beautiful, so perfect Perfect Security, perfect How did you get so perfect? I wish that I was perfect You make me feel so dirty You make me feel so naked Ohh, I know its worth it I want to see you waste it I want to be... Perfect You make it look so.. Perfect Security... Perfect I know I’ll never be perfect Current Music: Ecco2k - Security! (Official Video) |
| Friday, June 25th, 2021 | |
| 11:57 am | Vän - Thaiboy Digital https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jqwkg3u Well... you My friend isn't a good person My friend isn't a good person I wanna say " Love you" to someone but i love nobody My friend isn't a rich My friend isn't a good person And i'm not a rich person either... i wanna tell "Love you" to you but i have no much money My friend isn't a rich My friend isn't a good person But i love truly and actually love you. Even though i have no money but i really love you My friend isn't a good person My friend isn't a popular one (high class) But i actually love you My friend isn't a good person My friend isn't a good person (translation from Thai) Current Mood: awake Current Music: Vän - Thaiboy Digital |
| Sunday, June 6th, 2021 | |
| 2:25 am | Sonic Boom - "I Feel A Change Coming On" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-4JPQMF I see dark clouds again I hope it's only bringing rain I feel something going on I feel it coming on real strong I feel somethings going on The time for change is now, its gotta come I feel a change coming on I feel it coming on real strong I feel something's gotta give Something in the way that we live What I see is what I'll try to be What I see is where we need to be I feel a change coming on I feel it coming on real strong What you see is what you strive to be What I see is where we'll need to be What you see is what you strive to be What I see is where we'll need to be What we see is what we strive to be What we need is more simplicity What we see is what we strive to be What we need is more simplicity I feel something's gotta give Something in the way that we live I feel something's gotta give Something in the way that we live I'm coming from a different time I'm thinking with a different mind I'm thinking maybe we've been blind Not to see all of the signs I feel a change coming on I feel it coming on real strong I feel something's gotta give Something in the way that we live I see dark clouds again I hope it's only bringing rain https://sonicboomspacemen3.bandcamp.c Current Music: Sonic Boom - "I Feel A Change Coming On" |
| Tuesday, June 1st, 2021 | |
| 11:28 am | Spectrum -- Then I Just Drifted Away https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NhADbSC Verse 1] I first saw you in the summer time Your eyes burned blue and so did the sky I wiped the sea salt from my eyes and then And then I just drifted away [Verse 2] I dreamt of you as the summer slipped by Day's were long and the living was fine I looked at you and wish you were mine and then And then I just drifted away [Verse 3] I guess I next saw you when the years went far You smiled at me, I fell ten feet tall The clouds camе between us from the side of thе mall and then And then I just drifted away [Verse 4] I saw you again as the years go by You'd look at me and I'd avoid your eyes I wondered why I was born so shy and then And then I just drifted away [Verse 5] So the summer time that passed us by And I can't always sit inside We wonder how things might've been but then But then I just drifted away Current Mood: awake Current Music: Spectrum -- Then I Just Drifted Away |
| Sunday, May 30th, 2021 | |
| 2:38 am | Spacemen 3 -- 'Revolution' https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qdQn7c6 Well, I'm sick I'm so sick Of a lot of people Trying to tell me What I can't Or can't do With my life And I'm tired I'm so tired Of a lot of people In a lot of high places Who don't want You And me To enjoy ourselves Well I'm through with people Who can't get up their ass To help themselves Change this government And better society So hold on a second I smell burnin' And I see a change Comin' Round The bend And I suggest to you That it takes Just five seconds Just five seconds Of decision To realize That the time Is right To start thinkin' about A little Revolution... Current Music: Spacemen 3 -- 'Revolution' |
| Friday, May 14th, 2021 | |
| 8:15 am | girl in red -- Serotonin https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gh8Gl2G https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gh8Gl2G https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gh8Gl2G [Chorus] I'm running low on serotonin Chemical imbalance got me twisting things Stabilize with medicine There's no depth to these feelings Dig deep, can't hide From the corners of my mind I'm terrified of what's inside [Verse 1] I get intrusive thoughts like cutting my hands off Like jumping in front of a bus Like how do I make this stop When it feels like my therapist hates me? Please don't let me go crazy Put me in a field with daisies Might not work, but I'll take a maybe Oh, been breaking daily But only me can save me So I'm capitulating, crying likе a fucking baby I don't wanna miss it, ba-da I don't wanna be sick, ah-da I don't, la-ba-deh-deh-ba-dеh Da-da-da-brah-la-da-da [Chorus] I'm running low on serotonin Chemical imbalance got me twisting things Stabilize with medicine There's no depth to these feelings Dig deep, can't hide From the corners of my mind I'm terrified of what's inside [Verse 2] I get intrusive thoughts Like burning my hair off Like hurting somebody I love Like, does it ever really stop? When there's control, I lose it Incredibly impulsive So scared I'm gonna end up doing something stupid But I try to contain it Oh, it gets so draining It's like my heart is failing Every night, I'm contemplating My inner voice is saying "tough" So I try to brush it off Yeah, I try to brush it off [Chorus] I'm running low on serotonin Chemical imbalance got me twisting things Stabilize with medicine But there's no depth to these feelings Dig deep, can't hide From the corners of my mind I'm terrified of what's inside [Outro] Kan man egentlig, kan man kjenne det i hjertet at hvis man får blodpropp? Jeg følte liksom flere ganger at hjertet mitt slutta å slå og, sånn at- Liksom, at jeg følte at jeg ble helt sånn tung og rar i kroppen Current Mood: awake Current Music: girl in red -- Serotonin |
| Friday, May 7th, 2021 | |
| 12:57 pm | Woesum -- Summer Rain https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fdJL7QU [Intro: DJ Scream] Yeah, it's the voice of the legendary DJ Scream DJ Woesum presents Blue Summer [Pre-Chorus: Yung Lean] Black tight dress, black lips On the bed with a black Saks Fifth bag Magpie wish Seeds with a Jesus chain, singing Jesus Mary Chain Paint my words, paint my brain, butterflies, miss the vein Let it drip down, summer rain, clean my face up Let your tears drown, feel no pain, eat your brain up You think you seen hell, but you don't know what hell's like Seven signs, seven members, in the woods like Zelda [Chorus: Yung Lean] Ridin' 'round the strip, gluе stick on my shoulder Money grow slow, die young whеn I'm older Cash fold up, on the beach strip Countin' rolls, roll over Rolls-Royce, sold it Pour it down in my soda Cash same color as Yoda Hangin' out the window Chasin' bats like the Joker Play you like poker Texas hold 'em, never know when it's over When it's over [Pre-Chorus: Yung Lean] Black tight dress, black lips On the bed with a black Saks Fifth bag Magpie wish Seeds with a Jesus chain, singing Jesus Mary Chain Paint my words, paint my brain, butterflies, miss the vein Let it drip down, summer rain, clean my face up Let your tears drown, feel no pain, eat your brain up You think you seen hell, but you don't know what hell's like Seven signs, seven members, in the woods like Zelda [Chorus: Yung Lean] Ridin' 'round the strip, glue stick on my shoulder Money grow slow, die young when I'm older Cash fold up, on the beach strip Countin' rolls, roll over Rolls-Royce, sold it Pour it down in my soda Cash same color as Yoda Hangin' out the window Chasin' bats like the Joker Play you like poker Texas hold 'em, never know when it's over When it's over Ay https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fdJL7QU Current Mood: awake Current Music: Woesum -- Blue Summer (Full Album) |
| Tuesday, April 20th, 2021 | |
| 3:41 pm | BLACK COUNRY, NEW ROAD -- TRACK X https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u3H8O8R [Verse 1] You've got great hips I've been shaking ever since You told me "No love would live in this house" Turned out the inside inside out I tried my best to stay afloat After I sacrificed the goat In your name, in the same room where we fucked as kids With Abraham and Isaac and all of my greatest hits [Chorus] And I guess, in some way [Verse 2] Dancing to Jerskin, I got down on my knees I told you I loved you in front of black midi I told my friend Jack that "it could've been you!" I know it was funny, but I was struggling too I left my drink on the eighteenth floor I thought about jumping and your face when you saw I thought of my father and proving him wrong But mostly Mollie and Dylan and my mum [Chorus] And I guess, in some way Current Mood: awake Current Music: BLACK COUNTRY, NEW ROAD -- TRACK X |
| Saturday, April 10th, 2021 | |
| 7:24 am | jonatan leandoer96 – Off With Their Heads Off With Their Heads https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9JGR4-s [Verse 1] Manned flowers intense tremble across vivid stones from a far away land So distant that the coffee stains on my shirt turned into brown, brown ladybugs And wandered all over my body 'til heavy water became black and translucent and Tales from unknown rabbits, were the only thing you can see And they jumped across like small, small town politicians trying to get their word across without using any social media or anything Just paper, and paper, and paper and, and water [Chorus] Off with their heads Off with their heads Off with their heads Off with their heads Off with their heads Off with their heads Off with their heads Off with their heads [Verse 2] Days like this ended in a flash in a deadly regime And eternal fires where the fingers and workers in the coal factories and the milk factories and the, and the butter factories, and the morning paper factories And the morning paper was only an iPhone the same size as a train And there weren’t any trains anymore, people had to actually walk around And segways had been abolished, just like slavery And it kept on going for like this, ever and ever, nothing was ever a choice anymore, you had information all over you, and this was the only thing you can see [Chorus] Off with their heads Off with their heads (Come on now) Off with their heads (Cut 'em off) Off with their heads Off with their heads Off with their heads (Come on now) Off with their heads (Cut 'em off) Off with their heads [Verse 3] And even George Orwell couldn’t have foreseen this There was nothing we could do anything about, there was just a world that we lived in and We all convinced ourselves that we were artists, this was just a part of the big one But there was no big one Current Music: jonatan leandoer96 – Off With Their Heads |
| Tuesday, March 30th, 2021 | |
| 12:43 pm | Yung Lean -- Hurt https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=stgrSjy [Intro] What's up, what's up Suicideyear, ooh Sadboys [Hook] Shawty I'ma do things that you ain't never did Finna wake up next to you in my crib 'Cause I'ma make you hurt I'ma, I'ma make you hurt I'ma make you hurt I'ma, I'ma make you hurt Shawty I'ma do things that you ain't never did Finna wake up next to you in my crib 'Cause I'ma make you hurt I'ma, I'ma make you hurt I'ma make you hurt I'ma, I'ma make you hurt [Verse 1] Sadboys, we on deck Am I awake? I gotta check Went to sleep, never came back I'm the same guy smoking loud pack Iced out, right back PCP attack, 3D pills Hoes on my ball sack They don't know how to act High tech watch, high tech locked Broken skies, fantastic fox Got keys, but I'll never find the lock Emotionalboys we in the UFO Skies pink when I'm on ecstasy In Tokyo, playing Mario Sadboys blastin' your stereos Sucking on my nuts like pistachios Mixing champagne with Carpaccio Slangin' dough, hoe I'm in that polo Stacks of money, more for you Milkshakes with the crushed up oreos I'm in Italy, Rodeo Forgive me after my death, Caravaggio Louis duffle bag filled with heroin Louis goons who finna trip on LSD acid tabs, let 'em in Louis duffle bag filled with heroin Louis goons who finna trip on LSD acid tabs, let 'em in [Hook] I'ma make you hurt I'ma, I'ma make you hurt I'ma make you hurt I'ma, I'ma make you hurt [Verse 2] Bitch I light up the sky, call me Charmeleon My life's on the line I ain't Charmander, but I'm nearly on Clearly on drugs That will make you hear, clearly wrong Longer than my yearly bong hit Shawty thinks she got style Leandoer dresses slicker I'm so iced out that it's winter Destroy my stupid liver I be on that Bape shit, you rocking Quicksilver Never hesitate shit, to pull the trigger Luxurious steak before my dinner Throw bodies down the river Yeah, you get that picture Gold and silver 'round my finger Shawty on that West Side, she a gold digger Wake up and I'm a winner Showering in five star Hoe take a look in the mirror I'm on my grind like all the time Bitch I'm Murakami Shawty sucking on my pastrami, get that salami I'ma make you hurt I'ma make you hurt I'ma, I'ma make you hurt I'ma make you hurt [Hook] Shawty I'ma do things you ain't never did Finna wake up next to you in my crib 'Cause I'ma make you hurt I'ma, I'ma make you hurt I'ma make you hurt I'ma, I'ma make you hurt Shawty I'ma do things that you ain't never did Finna wake up next to you in my crib 'Cause I'ma make you hurt I'ma, I'ma make you hurt I'ma make you hurt I'ma, I'ma make you hurt [Outro] Louis duffle bag filled with heroin Louis Louis Louis duffle bag filled with heroin Louis Louis Louis duffle bag filled with heroin I'ma I'ma I'ma make you hurt I'ma make you hurt Sadboys Current Mood: awake Current Music: Yung Lean -- Hurt |
| Friday, January 8th, 2021 | |
| 2:55 pm | MOLLY NILSSON -- EUROPE https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9nl2in5 The borders are only lines in the sand The borders are divided by land And invented by men The birds all fly high in the sky But the birds have never heard About Europe, about you About Europe The girls with bright eyes Rides away on dreams of lies Into Europe The sun has always been setting in the west So the sun must know where the setting is the best What a mother's nightmares can't bear A cruel world does on it's own She said she'd call when she's there Must be something wrong with the phone The phones all over Europe Is the future any brighter? Is the darkness any lighter in Europe? I met Joy in London, she used to love to sing But now she's not singing about anything "gotta work to make your way Better work if you wanna stay" So now she's working for you, for Europe No matter how many times that story's been told How history repeats itself And some stories never grow old And they call her Europe Current Music: MOLLY NILSSON -- EUROPE |
| Saturday, February 22nd, 2020 | |
| 2:32 pm | THE BUG -- CATCH A FIRE https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b-sSqMs Kids killing children outside my door step Gun shot, gun's hot, knife rules, knifes cruel Blue lights are haunting me everyday and every night Police shoot, police loot, police lies, police spy Catch a fire, catch a fire Start a fire, start a fire Light a fire, light a fire Burn a fire, burn a fire White collar vampires sucking blood from London streets Black money, stealing honey, blood money, not funny Let's clean this city with burning flames of fire Crack heads, piss heads, hood rats, undead Catch a fire, catch a fire Start a fire, start a fire Light a fire, light a fire Burn a fire, burn a fire Everybody knows that violence grows This city drives me crazy and schizoid Let's clean this city with burning flames of fire Crack heads, piss heads, hood rats, undead https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b-sSqMs Current Music: The Bug -- Catch a Fire (Official Video) |
| Thursday, February 13th, 2020 | |
| 12:54 pm | Есть Есть Есть -- Весна Я уверен: написал бы свои лучшие стихи, отдавшись всё вокруг оволшебнивающему потоку весны. Но инстинкт самосохранения, который мои недоброжелатели трусостью почему-то считают, функционирует, слава яйцам, пока старательно, оживляя в моём сознании ту самую весну, заставившую нежные сердца со всего мира мигрировать в тайгу, чтоб там, кормя мошку, самим голодом томясь, полагать, что стихнет гнев тех, кто кричал: «В Сибирь всех педрил – жрать грязь!» Колонисты от холода спасались, надежду лелея: «Получилось ведь для себя добиться земли в своё время евреям». Этот же пример вдохновил их и на первую победу над мужичьём с окрестных селений, на пяти КАМАЗах приехавших стыдобищу эту разогнать по-тихому. Росла голубая колония. Был пущен слух о возможном требовании статуса автономии. И как на чём попало кубинцы рвутся к Майами, Так через северные моря, вверх по реке, к своему таёжному «Гоа» ломились уже все подряд маргиналы. Занимался апрель, с ним сила дремучая, максимизирующая по весне процент самоубийств, срав на рост благополучия. Но в тот сезон людей отвлекла от душевного упадка мобилизация рядовых запаса. Так штабная грядка разрулила ситуацию в тайге для себя нехарактерно тонко. И хотя экономичней было клеймо позора вытравить ковровой бомбардировкой, всё же решили брать в кольцо. То идеальная война: во-первых, против педрил; во-вторых, вечер пятницы, суббота и воскресенье – первая половина дня! Осторожность и внимание на земле ведь весна – Грибница нервных окончаний грубо оголена алмазной наждачкой зимы. Так что важные дела есть смысл отложить в глупое лето. Народный гнев подогрели слухом про шпионов, якобы вынюхивающих в лагере мятежников месторождения мельхиора и титана. На нашей земле, захваченной питуриками в тайге, жил Костя-шаман. Дружил с приезжими, удил на реке со старым индейцем, представившимся как коллега, считавшим это сборище больше шуткой, и все, скорее всего, разбредутся до лета. К ним подошли двое хиппи-грязнуль и предложили: «Костян, давай тебя накурим крутыми бошками с Ферганы, а ты места силы укажешь нам». Эти люди пришли вместе, пришли к одной кочке. Костя с детства её спокойно воспринимал как земли эрогенную точку. Не под таким, конечно, научно-влекущим определением, но что-то в этом направлении. Спутники его же заморские с трудом скрывали волнение. Их взорам земля тут обнажилась мечтой об обеспеченной жизни в виде этой титан-мельхиоровой жилы. А Костю уже штырило: он понял, что понял, куда зыбучие пески Ферганы утекают. В полые жилы земли, вот куда! С чем же ферганские колдуны черпают силу? Может быть, с верблюдами? Не повезло… И с этой мыслью любовно даванул на кочку, блестящую ртутными каплями и покрытую свежим мхом, в эйфории забыв, что по весне у Земли очень высока чувствительность эрогенных зон. Чуть вздрогнула кочка ста тысячами миллионов миллиардов тонн чего-то скрытого, импульсом прошила Костю и вышла ртом, волной звуковой, вызвавшей у всех бедных колонистов острое ощущение конца и одно возможное решение: сквозь врага пробиться. Осторожность и внимание на земле ведь весна – Грибница нервных окончаний грубо оголена алмазной наждачкой зимы. Так что важные дела есть смысл отложить в глупое лето. Около окопов, выписанные из центра, вяло шутили Гарики – неясно, над какой стороной больше – о бусах из трофейных голубых шариков, как раздалось: «Бегут!» Неслись на ополченцев тысячи, с руками голыми, глазами бешеными… Минут двадцати хватило охотникам заядлым и ветеранам пейнтбола на отстрел мятежных питуриков и к ним примкнувших. Ни одного урода не пропустили, а наши потери – только чуть испорченное Б.М.П. Автогеном его пришлось резать, чтоб достать из него челика. Где, непонятно, успело того контузить. Он повторял одно: «Гады, сепаратистской своей выходкой не удалось сорвать вам нашей олимпиады». Эту историю я в памяти оживляю для самоотрезвления – Держаться и не вестись на весеннюю истерику: ни драк, ни танцев, ни пения! Осторожность и внимание на земле ведь весна – Грибница нервных окончаний грубо оголена алмазной наждачкой зимы. Так что важные дела есть смысл отложить в глупое лето. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iYZN9SZ Current Mood: peacefulCurrent Music: Есть Есть Есть -- Весна |
| Wednesday, February 12th, 2020 | |
| 11:19 pm | Computer Magic - Mindstate Lately I feel like I'm biding my time So much I need to carry Disappearing deeper into my mind Am I just ordinary Made another mistake I guess I should go I never stray too far A higher power that you should know Just wanna drive your car You wanna stay In this mindstate You wanna stay In this mindstate Too many words and too many thoughts Walkin over the bridge night So many faces so many lost Talking might do you right I wanna stay In this mindstate I wanna stay In this mindstate I wanna stay In this mindstate I wanna stay In this mindstate So I never try to leave I never try to leave this place I never try to leave My head is hazy and my heart is too As I slip out of consciousness And if I'm not crazy what should I do As I take a second breath I wanna stay In this mind state I wanna stay In this mind state I wanna stay In this mind state I wanna stay In this mind state https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QcCjTDc Current Music: Computer Magic - Mindstate |
| Saturday, January 4th, 2020 | |
| 4:20 pm | Peter Seeger -- Do as the Doukhobors do https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-rCswCu There's a new tactic to use, my dear, If you have a protest no one wants to hear, Just attend a rally where the big shots meet Strip to your hide and walk down the street. Way up in Canada, Doukhobor lads Were sent to public schools disapproved of by their dads, So the Doukhobor mamas said "That's enough" And they went to the meeting in the buff. Do as the Doukhobors do, honey, Do as the Doukhobors do. If government policy gets on your nerves And no one pays attention to you Throw away your dresses and your lingerie too, And do as the Doukhobors do. Our women hold meetings to stop atom tests, They're not afraid of billy clubs, cops and arrests, They sign those petitions 'til they're sad in the face And still they seem to be getting no place. They little boat EVERYMAN couldn't leave port, Bomb tests continue of every sort We've got to do something that's wild and new, And do as the Doukhobors do. Do as the Doukhobors do, honey, Do as the Doukhobors do. If government policy gets on your nerves And no one pays attention to you Throw away your dresses and your lingerie too, And do as the Doukhobors do. Of course, down in Cannes on the coast of France, You'd get no attention minus bras and pants, If you'd hit the beach in a grin or less, They'd think you had on last year's bathing dress. But up there in Canada at twenty below People keep covered from head to toe. Kennedy would send a cup of coffee or two If we did as the Doukhobors do. Do as the Doukhobors do, honey, Do as the Doukhobors do. If government policy gets on your nerves And no one pays attention to you Throw away your dresses and your lingerie too, And do as the Doukhobors do. Current Music: Peter Seeger -- Do as the Doukhobors do |
| Friday, December 27th, 2019 | |
| 3:39 pm | Einstürzende Neubauten -- Redukt Redukt Einstürzende Neubauten Мої руки, руки, ноги, тіло і я Meine Hände, meine Arme, meine Beine, mein Körper und ich Незмінний, незнищенний, я, я. Das Unveränderliche, Unzerstörbare, Selbst, Ich . Центр, ядро всієї культури клітин людини. Der Mittelpunkt, der Zellkern der gesamten menschlichen Zellkultur. Хіба я, я в кожній камері? Bin ich, ist Ich in jeder Zelle? Я навряд чи сума генетичного матеріалу, Wohl kaum ist Ich die Summe des genetischen Materials, Наче музика була на схемі радіо. Als wäre die Musik im Schaltplan des Radios. Чи є щось зайве, твердне, що можна позбавити? Gibt es Überflüssiges, Festgewordenes, das sich abstreifen lässt, Що можна скинути, як баласт, мішки з піском з вільної кулі? Das sich abwerfen lässt wie Ballast, Sandsäcke aus einem Freiballon? Шар за шаром, епідерміс, мезенхіма та дерма. Schicht für Schicht, Epidermis, Mesenchym und Lederhaut. Волокна, м’язи, Fasern, Muskeln, Сухожилля, м'ясо, капіляри, вени, вени, жирова тканина, нервові шляхи, кістки, Sehnen, Fleisch, Kapillare, Venen, Adern, Fettgewebe, Nervenbahnen, Knochen, Позначка, кістки. Mark, Gebein. А де чи що залишилося? Und wo oder was ist übrig? Его претендує доти, як язик, махає рукою Das Ich behauptet, solange eine Zunge, eine fuchtelnde Hand Я можу сперечатися? Ich behaupten kann? Що, якщо можливо, теж стверджує головою. Das wenn möglich auch noch kopflos behauptet. (Як головоноги, одним ударом, одна голова коротше) (Wie Cephalophoren, mit einem Hieb, einen Kopf kürzer) Redukt! Redukt! Що відбувається в коханні, межа, надлишок або Das was passiert in der Liebe, die Entgrenzung, das Ausufern oder Знеболюючий, до моменту, коли залишилося лише щось. Die Betäubung, bis zu einem Punkt, dem Punkt wo nur noch etwas übrigbleibt. Глуха гайка (яка не розвинулася), загалом: розвиток, Die taube Nuss (die sich nicht entwickelt hat), überhaupt: Entwicklung, Ніби щось було намотано, нитка Аріадни, яка натягнута на всю довжину, Als wäre etwas aufgewickelt, Ariadnes Faden, der zur vollen Länge ausgestreckt, Слід вживати. Verbraucht werden müsste. Завжди довго на стіні, це надійний вогонь, Immer an der Wand lang, ist todsicher, Вихід із саду, лабіринт. Der Weg aus dem Garten, dem Irrgarten. Я неправильно переношу час Ich irre zum Zeitvertreib, Ніби час інакше впаде на мене, як на звірячу тварину. Als würde sich sonst die Zeit auf mich stürzen, wie ein aasfressendes Tier. Redukt! Redukt! Давайте все це закипить! Lassen wir das Ganze einköcheln! Redukt! Redukt! Ми дивимось у потік померлого, Wir schauen in den Strom der schon Verstorbenen, Це зменшує плину часу, Die den Zeitfluss heruntertreiben, Через дельту, до гирла, у відкрите космічне море. Durchs Delta , zur Mündung, ins offene kosmische Meer. Чи є ще? Kommen da noch welche? Чи мають трупи щось сказати? Haben die Leichen irgendwas zu sagen? За винятком: дивіться! Ausser: Seht! Скандал! Skandal! Ми такі, якими ви будете! Wir sind die, die ihr erst sein werdet! Ми тут! Wir sind da! Твій ні! Ihr nicht! Але смерть залишається ненависною для всієї людської природи But death stays hated to all of human nature Це зриває надію майже на землю It tears down hope almost to the ground Redukt! Redukt! Фундамент знаходиться в неправильному місці, Das Fundament steht an der falschen Stelle, Ви повинні були поставити цей будинок у небі Man hätte dieses Haus in den Himmel setzen sollen, Так що боги вмирають регулярно Damit die Götter sterben, regelmässig І в класичних пропорціях. Und in zeitlich klassischen Proportionen. Золоте співвідношення через горло одного Der Goldene Schnitt durch die Kehle eines Чесне небесне тіло, Verehrbaren Himmelskörpers, Потім його божественна кров Der daraufhin sein göttliches Blut короткими сплесками небесними літніми ранками, in kurzen Stössen in den himmlischen Sommermorgen, Тому що завжди літо, стріляй Weil es immer Sommer ist, verschießt, поки ти, жінка, я можу сказати, що входить: bis Man, Frau, ich eingeschlossen sagen kann: Нарешті, нескінченно, залишившись у спокої, Endlich, unendlich, in Ruhe gelassen, але спритний, вільний шумити, без вини! aber beweglich, frei zu lärmen, ohne Schuld! Redukt! Redukt! Current Mood: peacefulCurrent Music: Einstürzende Neubauten -- Redukt |