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    Monday, December 27th, 2021
    2:43 am
    farmer in the city
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lmzMBH455Jg


    Do I hear 21, 21, 21?
    I'll give you 21, 21, 21
    Do I hear 21, 21, 21?
    I'll give you 21, 21, 21

    This night you are mistaken
    I'm a farmer in the city
    Dark farm houses 'gainst the sky
    Every night I must wonder why
    Harness on the left nail
    Keeps wrinkling, wrinkling
    Then higher above me
    Esau
    Can't go by a man from Rio
    Go by a man from Vigo
    Can't go by a man from Ostia
    Hey, Ninetto
    Remember that dream?
    We talked about it so many times

    Do I hear 21, 21, 21?
    I'll give you 21, 21, 21
    Do I hear 21, 21, 21?
    I'll give you 21, 21, 21

    And if I'm not mistaken
    We can search from farm to farm
    Dark farm houses 'gainst our eyes
    Every night I must realize
    Harness on the left nail
    Keeps withering and withering
    Then higher above me
    Esau
    Can't go by a man in this shirt
    Go by a man in that shirt
    Can't go by a man with brain grass
    Go by his long long eye gas
    And I used to be a citizen
    And I never felt the pressure
    I knew nothing of the horses
    Nothing of the thresher
    Paolo, take me with you?
    It was the journey of a life

    Do I hear 21, 21, 21?
    I'll give you 21, 21, 21
    Do I hear 21, 21, 21?
    I'll give you 21, 21, 21

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lmzMBH455Jg

    Current Music: farmer in the city (remembering paolo pasolini)
    Monday, December 20th, 2021
    7:58 pm
    gotham city
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_cuTOWOxKVE


    [Intro: Bladee]
    Drain Gang
    Take a knife and drain your life
    RIP Bladee, RIP RipSquadd
    You're a joker, I'm the Joker
    Dirty cash on the sofa

    [Verse 1: Bladee & Yung Lean]
    You're a joker, I'm the Joker
    Should I listen to the devil or the angel on my shoulder?
    Dirty cash on the sofa
    Fendi bags in the hallway when she come over
    Dirty sodas
    At the hotel Hyatt, walls moving closer
    I don't know her
    I'ma duck off in the castle 'til it blow over (BladeeCity)

    [Chorus: Yung Lean]
    I ain't ever tried hard, it's hard for me to try (Try)
    'Cause I ain't like to try, fuck the world, come tell me lies (Fuck the world)
    I ain't ever tried hard, it's hard for me to try (Lean)
    'Cause I ain't like to try, fuck the world, come tell me lies (Try)

    [Verse 2: Yung Lean]
    Electric fuel like aliens
    Mountain glue, we tapin' them
    Livin' like a vacant man
    Stacks on me, they hatin' that
    Electric fields, we wait for 'em
    Struggle 'til I pay for him
    Chasin' bags is chasin' tags
    Chasin' bags and changing hands (Lean, Lean, Lean, Lean)
    I told you I'm no Satan
    Angels keep me sane
    And still with the same clique
    Same time, summertime
    Long, long white nights
    The grind don't stop 'cause the sun shines
    [Verse 3: Bladee & Yung Lean]
    You've been talkin' to a stranger
    Two pills, I'm a raver
    Fingers cut on the paper
    I'ma help out my neighbor
    Always spin a dreidel even if it's fatal
    You're my son, I'm Darth Vader
    Don't talk to me ever, Leandoer, Bladeer
    We gon' shoot your shit like lasers
    You can hit me on my pager, all we see is paper

    [Chorus: Yung Lean]
    I ain't ever tried hard, it's hard for me to try
    'Cause I ain't like to try, fuck the world, come tell me lies (Fuck the world)
    I ain't ever tried hard, it's hard for me to try (Lean)
    'Cause I ain't like to try, fuck the world, come tell me lies (Lean, Lean Leandoer)
    (Sad Boys, Drain Gang in this bitch)
    Hard for me to try
    'Cause I ain't like to try, fuck the world, come tell me lies
    I ain't ever tried hard, it's hard for me to try (Try)
    'Cause I ain't like to try, fuck the world, come tell me lies (Lean)


    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_cuTOWOxKVE

    Current Mood: peaceful
    Current Music: gotham city
    Thursday, November 11th, 2021
    1:54 am
    Bladee -- Doorman
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jlD_J7zaYrk

    [Chorus]
    Been around, still around the finish line
    Background check them 'fore they come around
    Drain Gang tree house and you're not allowed
    Dead tree branches and they hanging down
    I smell the money, gotta hunt it down
    Still talking 'bout me, gotta cut it out
    They're moving sideways but it's going south
    You remind me of someone that I forgot about
    It's getting crazy in the haunted house
    I might pop out and sleep on the couch
    Used to have demons but we're homies now
    Used to be on some shit but it's over now

    [Verse]
    I'm on the phone and it's over out
    You've been tryna run into me on my coldest night
    I can't go if it's not feeling right
    And I'm in the dark tunnel but I see a light
    It's a hard day, I might get an upgrade
    I get the stop made even when I'm up late
    Been a long way, it really came a long way
    Might get a heartbreak swimming in the dark lake
    They call me Boss BladeeCity where the sword lays
    I've seen a late night turn into a morning
    I know you hate me but it's not important
    I know 'bout death 'cause it's waiting at my doorstep
    This is not fake so you can't afford it
    I can't have fans 'round 'cause they wanna record me
    I'm in your city, that's another story
    I fuck my real life up 'cause that shit bore me
    I'm in some Air Force, can't do Michael Jordan's
    I know you hate me, I'm working when you're snoring
    And I've been global so there's nothing foreign
    They know my name, I am buddies with the doorman

    [Chorus]
    Been around, still around the finish line
    Background check them 'fore they come around
    Drain Gang tree house and you're not allowed
    Dead tree branches and they hanging down
    I smell the money, gotta hunt it down
    Still talking 'bout me, gotta cut it out
    They're moving sideways but it's going south
    You remind me of someone that I forgot about
    It's getting crazy in the haunted house
    I might pop out and sleep on the couch
    Used to have demons but we're homies now
    Used to be on some shit but it's over now

    Current Mood: sleepy
    Current Music: Doorman
    Sunday, July 4th, 2021
    1:24 pm
    Turn your mental prison into a maze
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yoF1oI4MLO8

    [Verse]
    Turn your mental prison into a maze
    Turn the maze into a place where you're safe
    Right now stepping on the graves even
    Everything will wither and decay
    But the energy will stay
    Every day, early, late, every second even
    Turn away for nothing, just in case
    A sensation but it's strange
    In a way everything is a secret even
    Call myself a vessel, not a name
    Call a taxi in the rain
    Take a plane out of space to confess, I need it

    [Chorus]
    Endlessly reflecting in your gaze
    Drop the mirror and it breaks
    Seven years, seven tears, seven different heavens
    Blue and black, I chase another shade
    And I'm transcending the grey
    To the rainbow in my brain, this array of color
    Endlessly go over my mistakes
    Just to find out what it takes
    To be great, separate, differentiating
    You hold on to me, the part that stays
    Makes me grounded in a way, fly away
    But today I'll go up, I know it


    [Bridge]
    I throw all my sympathies away
    Pray my card will be a ace
    Put my palm over my face
    I can't stand to watch it
    Everything is perfect in the void
    I don't want it to be spoiled
    I avoid it for so long, but I can't forever
    (But I can't forever)

    [Chorus]
    Endlessly reflecting in your gaze
    Drop the mirror and it breaks
    Seven years, seven tears, seven different heavens
    Blue and black, I chase another shade
    And I'm transcending the grey
    To the rainbow in my brain, this array of color
    Endlessly go over my mistakes
    Just to find out what it takes
    To be great, separate, differentiating
    You hold on to me, the part that stays
    Makes me grounded in a way, fly away
    But today I'll go up, I know it


    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yoF1oI4MLO8

    Current Music: Bladee -- Noblest Strive
    Sunday, June 27th, 2021
    1:57 am
    Ecco2k - Security! (Official Video)
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xPTh0Ndk-UY

    [Intro]
    I’m in my room, talk to the walls
    I hear them sing, la la la la
    Falling backwards into the dark
    I hear the voices talk so loud
    Carry me softly, pull me down
    I shut my eyes, cover my mouth
    Tell me how
    Something so beautiful can taste so foul
    So foul
    Something beautiful can taste so foul
    Look around
    Something beautiful can seem so
    Worthless
    Worthless
    Worthless
    Worthless
    Security!

    [Chorus]
    So beautiful, so perfect
    So beautiful, so perfect
    So beautiful, so perfect
    So beautiful, so perfect
    Perfect
    Security, perfect
    How did you get so perfect?
    I wish that I was perfect
    You make me feel so dirty
    You make me feel so naked
    Ohh, I know it's worth it
    I want to see you waste it
    I want to be.. Perfect
    You make it look so.. Perfect
    Security... Perfect
    I know I’ll never be perfect

    [Verse]
    1 O’clock, 2 am, to 6 in the morning
    1 O’clock, 2 am, I don’t recognize myself
    Now every time I close my eyes I see the corpses
    Every time I look in the mirror I see monsters
    1 O’clock, 2 am, to 6 in the morning
    I can’t hear my thoughts over this running water
    Every time I look in the mirror I feel nauseous
    Every time I look in the mirror I see monsters
    What would you ask if you had one wish?
    If you could choose only one thing to fix?
    If you had the chance, would you change something?
    You could lose yourself, would you take that risk?
    What would you ask if you had one wish?
    If you could choose only one thing to fix?
    If you had the chance, would you change something?
    Worthless
    Security!

    [Chorus]
    So beautiful, so perfect
    So beautiful, so perfect
    So beautiful, so perfect
    So beautiful, so perfect
    Perfect
    Security, perfect
    How did you get so perfect?
    I wish that I was perfect
    You make me feel so dirty
    You make me feel so naked
    Ohh, I know its worth it
    I want to see you waste it
    I want to be... Perfect
    You make it look so.. Perfect
    Security... Perfect
    I know I’ll never be perfect

    Current Music: Ecco2k - Security! (Official Video)
    Friday, June 25th, 2021
    11:57 am
    Vän - Thaiboy Digital
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jqwkg3uR7vw

    Well... you
    My friend isn't a good person
    My friend isn't a good person
    I wanna say " Love you" to someone but i love nobody
    My friend isn't a rich
    My friend isn't a good person
    And i'm not a rich person either... i wanna tell "Love you" to you but i have no much money
    My friend isn't a rich
    My friend isn't a good person
    But i love truly and actually love you. Even though i have no money but i really love you
    My friend isn't a good person
    My friend isn't a popular one (high class)
    But i actually love you
    My friend isn't a good person
    My friend isn't a good person

    (translation from Thai)

    Current Mood: awake
    Current Music: Vän - Thaiboy Digital
    Sunday, June 6th, 2021
    2:25 am
    Sonic Boom - "I Feel A Change Coming On"
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-4JPQMF4rXs

    I see dark clouds again
    I hope it's only bringing rain

    I feel something going on
    I feel it coming on real strong
    I feel somethings going on
    The time for change is now, its gotta come

    I feel a change coming on
    I feel it coming on real strong
    I feel something's gotta give
    Something in the way that we live

    What I see is what I'll try to be
    What I see is where we need to be
    I feel a change coming on
    I feel it coming on real strong

    What you see is what you strive to be
    What I see is where we'll need to be
    What you see is what you strive to be
    What I see is where we'll need to be

    What we see is what we strive to be
    What we need is more simplicity
    What we see is what we strive to be
    What we need is more simplicity
    I feel something's gotta give
    Something in the way that we live
    I feel something's gotta give
    Something in the way that we live

    I'm coming from a different time
    I'm thinking with a different mind
    I'm thinking maybe we've been blind
    Not to see all of the signs

    I feel a change coming on
    I feel it coming on real strong
    I feel something's gotta give
    Something in the way that we live

    I see dark clouds again
    I hope it's only bringing rain

    https://sonicboomspacemen3.bandcamp.com/album/all-things-being-equal-3

    Current Music: Sonic Boom - "I Feel A Change Coming On"
    Tuesday, June 1st, 2021
    11:28 am
    Spectrum -- Then I Just Drifted Away
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NhADbSCE7vU

    Verse 1]
    I first saw you in the summer time
    Your eyes burned blue and so did the sky
    I wiped the sea salt from my eyes and then
    And then I just drifted away

    [Verse 2]
    I dreamt of you as the summer slipped by
    Day's were long and the living was fine
    I looked at you and wish you were mine and then
    And then I just drifted away

    [Verse 3]
    I guess I next saw you when the years went far
    You smiled at me, I fell ten feet tall
    The clouds camе between us from the side of thе mall and then
    And then I just drifted away

    [Verse 4]
    I saw you again as the years go by
    You'd look at me and I'd avoid your eyes
    I wondered why I was born so shy and then
    And then I just drifted away

    [Verse 5]
    So the summer time that passed us by
    And I can't always sit inside
    We wonder how things might've been but then
    But then I just drifted away

    Current Mood: awake
    Current Music: Spectrum -- Then I Just Drifted Away
    Sunday, May 30th, 2021
    2:38 am
    Spacemen 3 -- 'Revolution'
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qdQn7c62zHM

    Well, I'm sick
    I'm so sick
    Of a lot of people
    Trying to tell me
    What I can't
    Or can't do
    With my life

    And I'm tired
    I'm so tired
    Of a lot of people
    In a lot of high places
    Who don't want
    You
    And me
    To enjoy ourselves

    Well I'm through with people
    Who can't get up their ass
    To help themselves
    Change this government
    And better society

    So hold on a second
    I smell burnin'
    And I see a change
    Comin'
    Round
    The bend
    And I suggest to you
    That it takes
    Just five seconds
    Just five seconds
    Of decision
    To realize
    That the time
    Is right
    To start thinkin' about
    A little
    Revolution...

    Current Music: Spacemen 3 -- 'Revolution'
    Friday, May 14th, 2021
    8:15 am
    girl in red -- Serotonin
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gh8Gl2GwB6s
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gh8Gl2GwB6s
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gh8Gl2GwB6s

    [Chorus]
    I'm running low on serotonin
    Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
    Stabilize with medicine
    There's no depth to these feelings
    Dig deep, can't hide
    From the corners of my mind
    I'm terrified of what's inside

    [Verse 1]
    I get intrusive thoughts like cutting my hands off
    Like jumping in front of a bus
    Like how do I make this stop
    When it feels like my therapist hates me?
    Please don't let me go crazy
    Put me in a field with daisies
    Might not work, but I'll take a maybe
    Oh, been breaking daily
    But only me can save me
    So I'm capitulating, crying likе a fucking baby

    I don't wanna miss it, ba-da
    I don't wanna be sick, ah-da
    I don't, la-ba-deh-deh-ba-dеh
    Da-da-da-brah-la-da-da
    [Chorus]
    I'm running low on serotonin
    Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
    Stabilize with medicine
    There's no depth to these feelings
    Dig deep, can't hide
    From the corners of my mind
    I'm terrified of what's inside

    [Verse 2]
    I get intrusive thoughts
    Like burning my hair off
    Like hurting somebody I love
    Like, does it ever really stop?
    When there's control, I lose it
    Incredibly impulsive
    So scared I'm gonna end up doing something stupid
    But I try to contain it
    Oh, it gets so draining
    It's like my heart is failing
    Every night, I'm contemplating
    My inner voice is saying "tough"
    So I try to brush it off
    Yeah, I try to brush it off

    [Chorus]
    I'm running low on serotonin
    Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
    Stabilize with medicine
    But there's no depth to these feelings
    Dig deep, can't hide
    From the corners of my mind
    I'm terrified of what's inside
    [Outro]
    Kan man egentlig, kan man kjenne det i hjertet at hvis man får blodpropp? Jeg følte liksom flere ganger at hjertet mitt slutta å slå og, sånn at- Liksom, at jeg følte at jeg ble helt sånn tung og rar i kroppen

    Current Mood: awake
    Current Music: girl in red -- Serotonin
    Friday, May 7th, 2021
    12:57 pm
    Woesum -- Summer Rain
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fdJL7QUgDRM

    [Intro: DJ Scream]
    Yeah, it's the voice of the legendary DJ Scream
    DJ Woesum presents
    Blue Summer

    [Pre-Chorus: Yung Lean]
    Black tight dress, black lips
    On the bed with a black Saks Fifth bag
    Magpie wish
    Seeds with a Jesus chain, singing Jesus Mary Chain
    Paint my words, paint my brain, butterflies, miss the vein
    Let it drip down, summer rain, clean my face up
    Let your tears drown, feel no pain, eat your brain up
    You think you seen hell, but you don't know what hell's like
    Seven signs, seven members, in the woods like Zelda

    [Chorus: Yung Lean]
    Ridin' 'round the strip, gluе stick on my shoulder
    Money grow slow, die young whеn I'm older
    Cash fold up, on the beach strip
    Countin' rolls, roll over
    Rolls-Royce, sold it
    Pour it down in my soda
    Cash same color as Yoda
    Hangin' out the window
    Chasin' bats like the Joker
    Play you like poker
    Texas hold 'em, never know when it's over
    When it's over

    [Pre-Chorus: Yung Lean]
    Black tight dress, black lips
    On the bed with a black Saks Fifth bag
    Magpie wish
    Seeds with a Jesus chain, singing Jesus Mary Chain
    Paint my words, paint my brain, butterflies, miss the vein
    Let it drip down, summer rain, clean my face up
    Let your tears drown, feel no pain, eat your brain up
    You think you seen hell, but you don't know what hell's like
    Seven signs, seven members, in the woods like Zelda

    [Chorus: Yung Lean]
    Ridin' 'round the strip, glue stick on my shoulder
    Money grow slow, die young when I'm older
    Cash fold up, on the beach strip
    Countin' rolls, roll over
    Rolls-Royce, sold it
    Pour it down in my soda
    Cash same color as Yoda
    Hangin' out the window
    Chasin' bats like the Joker
    Play you like poker
    Texas hold 'em, never know when it's over
    When it's over
    Ay

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fdJL7QUgDRM

    Current Mood: awake
    Current Music: Woesum -- Blue Summer (Full Album)
    Tuesday, April 20th, 2021
    3:41 pm
    BLACK COUNRY, NEW ROAD -- TRACK X
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u3H8O8RJp3M

    [Verse 1]
    You've got great hips
    I've been shaking ever since
    You told me "No love would live in this house"
    Turned out the inside inside out
    I tried my best to stay afloat
    After I sacrificed the goat
    In your name, in the same room where we fucked as kids
    With Abraham and Isaac and all of my greatest hits

    [Chorus]
    And I guess, in some way

    [Verse 2]
    Dancing to Jerskin, I got down on my knees
    I told you I loved you in front of black midi
    I told my friend Jack that "it could've been you!"
    I know it was funny, but I was struggling too
    I left my drink on the eighteenth floor
    I thought about jumping and your face when you saw
    I thought of my father and proving him wrong
    But mostly Mollie and Dylan and my mum

    [Chorus]
    And I guess, in some way

    Current Mood: awake
    Current Music: BLACK COUNTRY, NEW ROAD -- TRACK X
    Saturday, April 10th, 2021
    7:24 am
    jonatan leandoer96 – Off With Their Heads
    Off With Their Heads


    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9JGR4-sFOGA


    [Verse 1]
    Manned flowers intense tremble across vivid stones from a far away land
    So distant that the coffee stains on my shirt turned into brown, brown ladybugs
    And wandered all over my body 'til heavy water became black and translucent and
    Tales from unknown rabbits, were the only thing you can see
    And they jumped across like small, small town politicians trying to get their word across without using any social media or anything
    Just paper, and paper, and paper and, and water

    [Chorus]
    Off with their heads
    Off with their heads
    Off with their heads
    Off with their heads
    Off with their heads
    Off with their heads
    Off with their heads
    Off with their heads

    [Verse 2]
    Days like this ended in a flash in a deadly regime
    And eternal fires where the fingers and workers in the coal factories and the milk factories and the, and the butter factories, and the morning paper factories
    And the morning paper was only an iPhone the same size as a train
    And there weren’t any trains anymore, people had to actually walk around
    And segways had been abolished, just like slavery
    And it kept on going for like this, ever and ever, nothing was ever a choice anymore, you had information all over you, and this was the only thing you can see
    [Chorus]
    Off with their heads
    Off with their heads (Come on now)
    Off with their heads (Cut 'em off)
    Off with their heads
    Off with their heads
    Off with their heads (Come on now)
    Off with their heads (Cut 'em off)
    Off with their heads

    [Verse 3]
    And even George Orwell couldn’t have foreseen this
    There was nothing we could do anything about, there was just a world that we lived in and
    We all convinced ourselves that we were artists, this was just a part of the big one
    But there was no big one

    Current Music: jonatan leandoer96 – Off With Their Heads
    Tuesday, March 30th, 2021
    12:43 pm
    Yung Lean -- Hurt
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=stgrSjynPKs

    [Intro]
    What's up, what's up
    Suicideyear, ooh
    Sadboys

    [Hook]
    Shawty I'ma do things that you ain't never did
    Finna wake up next to you in my crib
    'Cause I'ma make you hurt
    I'ma, I'ma make you hurt
    I'ma make you hurt
    I'ma, I'ma make you hurt
    Shawty I'ma do things that you ain't never did
    Finna wake up next to you in my crib
    'Cause I'ma make you hurt
    I'ma, I'ma make you hurt
    I'ma make you hurt
    I'ma, I'ma make you hurt

    [Verse 1]
    Sadboys, we on deck
    Am I awake? I gotta check
    Went to sleep, never came back
    I'm the same guy smoking loud pack
    Iced out, right back
    PCP attack, 3D pills
    Hoes on my ball sack
    They don't know how to act
    High tech watch, high tech locked
    Broken skies, fantastic fox
    Got keys, but I'll never find the lock
    Emotionalboys we in the UFO
    Skies pink when I'm on ecstasy
    In Tokyo, playing Mario
    Sadboys blastin' your stereos
    Sucking on my nuts like pistachios
    Mixing champagne with Carpaccio
    Slangin' dough, hoe I'm in that polo
    Stacks of money, more for you
    Milkshakes with the crushed up oreos
    I'm in Italy, Rodeo
    Forgive me after my death, Caravaggio
    Louis duffle bag filled with heroin
    Louis goons who finna trip on LSD acid tabs, let 'em in
    Louis duffle bag filled with heroin
    Louis goons who finna trip on LSD acid tabs, let 'em in

    [Hook]
    I'ma make you hurt
    I'ma, I'ma make you hurt
    I'ma make you hurt
    I'ma, I'ma make you hurt

    [Verse 2]
    Bitch I light up the sky, call me Charmeleon
    My life's on the line
    I ain't Charmander, but I'm nearly on
    Clearly on drugs
    That will make you hear, clearly wrong
    Longer than my yearly bong hit
    Shawty thinks she got style
    Leandoer dresses slicker
    I'm so iced out that it's winter
    Destroy my stupid liver
    I be on that Bape shit, you rocking Quicksilver
    Never hesitate shit, to pull the trigger
    Luxurious steak before my dinner
    Throw bodies down the river
    Yeah, you get that picture
    Gold and silver 'round my finger
    Shawty on that West Side, she a gold digger
    Wake up and I'm a winner
    Showering in five star
    Hoe take a look in the mirror
    I'm on my grind like all the time
    Bitch I'm Murakami
    Shawty sucking on my pastrami, get that salami
    I'ma make you hurt
    I'ma make you hurt
    I'ma, I'ma make you hurt
    I'ma make you hurt

    [Hook]
    Shawty I'ma do things you ain't never did
    Finna wake up next to you in my crib
    'Cause I'ma make you hurt
    I'ma, I'ma make you hurt
    I'ma make you hurt
    I'ma, I'ma make you hurt
    Shawty I'ma do things that you ain't never did
    Finna wake up next to you in my crib
    'Cause I'ma make you hurt
    I'ma, I'ma make you hurt
    I'ma make you hurt
    I'ma, I'ma make you hurt

    [Outro]
    Louis duffle bag filled with heroin
    Louis Louis Louis duffle bag filled with heroin
    Louis Louis Louis duffle bag filled with heroin
    I'ma I'ma I'ma make you hurt
    I'ma make you hurt
    Sadboys

    Current Mood: awake
    Current Music: Yung Lean -- Hurt
    Friday, January 8th, 2021
    2:55 pm
    MOLLY NILSSON -- EUROPE
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9nl2in5DD4k


    The borders are only lines in the sand
    The borders are divided by land
    And invented by men
    The birds all fly high in the sky
    But the birds have never heard
    About Europe, about you
    About Europe

    The girls with bright eyes
    Rides away on dreams of lies
    Into Europe
    The sun has always been setting in the west
    So the sun must know where the setting is the best

    What a mother's nightmares can't bear
    A cruel world does on it's own
    She said she'd call when she's there
    Must be something wrong with the phone
    The phones all over Europe

    Is the future any brighter?
    Is the darkness any lighter in Europe?
    I met Joy in London, she used to love to sing
    But now she's not singing about anything
    "gotta work to make your way
    Better work if you wanna stay"
    So now she's working for you, for Europe
    No matter how many times that story's been told
    How history repeats itself
    And some stories never grow old
    And they call her
    Europe

    Current Music: MOLLY NILSSON -- EUROPE
    Saturday, February 22nd, 2020
    2:32 pm
    THE BUG -- CATCH A FIRE
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b-sSqMsckgM

    Kids killing children outside my door step
    Gun shot, gun's hot, knife rules, knifes cruel

    Blue lights are haunting me everyday and every night
    Police shoot, police loot, police lies, police spy

    Catch a fire, catch a fire
    Start a fire, start a fire
    Light a fire, light a fire
    Burn a fire, burn a fire

    White collar vampires sucking blood from London streets
    Black money, stealing honey, blood money, not funny

    Let's clean this city with burning flames of fire
    Crack heads, piss heads, hood rats, undead

    Catch a fire, catch a fire
    Start a fire, start a fire
    Light a fire, light a fire
    Burn a fire, burn a fire

    Everybody knows that violence grows
    This city drives me crazy and schizoid

    Let's clean this city with burning flames of fire
    Crack heads, piss heads, hood rats, undead

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b-sSqMsckgM

    Current Music: The Bug -- Catch a Fire (Official Video)
    Thursday, February 13th, 2020
    12:54 pm
    Есть Есть Есть -- Весна
    Я уверен: написал бы свои лучшие стихи,
    отдавшись всё вокруг оволшебнивающему потоку весны.
    Но инстинкт самосохранения, который мои недоброжелатели
    трусостью почему-то считают, функционирует, слава яйцам, пока старательно,
    оживляя в моём сознании ту самую весну,
    заставившую нежные сердца со всего мира мигрировать в тайгу,
    чтоб там, кормя мошку, самим голодом томясь,
    полагать, что стихнет гнев тех, кто кричал: «В Сибирь всех педрил – жрать грязь!»
    Колонисты от холода спасались, надежду лелея:
    «Получилось ведь для себя добиться земли в своё время евреям».
    Этот же пример вдохновил их и на первую победу
    над мужичьём с окрестных селений, на пяти КАМАЗах приехавших стыдобищу эту
    разогнать по-тихому. Росла голубая колония.
    Был пущен слух о возможном требовании статуса автономии.
    И как на чём попало кубинцы рвутся к Майами,
    Так через северные моря, вверх по реке, к своему таёжному «Гоа»
    ломились уже все подряд маргиналы.
    Занимался апрель, с ним сила дремучая,
    максимизирующая по весне процент самоубийств, срав на рост благополучия.
    Но в тот сезон людей отвлекла от душевного упадка
    мобилизация рядовых запаса. Так штабная грядка
    разрулила ситуацию в тайге для себя нехарактерно тонко.
    И хотя экономичней было клеймо позора вытравить ковровой бомбардировкой,
    всё же решили брать в кольцо. То идеальная война:
    во-первых, против педрил; во-вторых, вечер пятницы, суббота и воскресенье –
    первая половина дня!

    Осторожность и внимание на земле ведь весна –
    Грибница нервных окончаний грубо оголена
    алмазной наждачкой зимы. Так что важные дела
    есть смысл отложить в глупое лето.

    Народный гнев подогрели слухом про шпионов,
    якобы вынюхивающих в лагере мятежников
    месторождения мельхиора
    и титана. На нашей земле, захваченной питуриками в тайге,
    жил Костя-шаман. Дружил с приезжими, удил на реке
    со старым индейцем, представившимся как коллега,
    считавшим это сборище больше шуткой, и все, скорее всего, разбредутся до лета.
    К ним подошли двое хиппи-грязнуль и предложили: «Костян,
    давай тебя накурим крутыми бошками с Ферганы, а ты места силы укажешь нам».
    Эти люди пришли вместе, пришли к одной кочке.
    Костя с детства её спокойно воспринимал как земли эрогенную точку.
    Не под таким, конечно, научно-влекущим определением,
    но что-то в этом направлении. Спутники его же заморские с трудом скрывали волнение.
    Их взорам земля тут обнажилась
    мечтой об обеспеченной жизни в виде этой титан-мельхиоровой жилы.
    А Костю уже штырило: он понял, что понял, куда зыбучие пески Ферганы
    утекают. В полые жилы земли, вот куда! С чем же ферганские колдуны
    черпают силу? Может быть, с верблюдами?
    Не повезло… И с этой мыслью любовно даванул на кочку, блестящую ртутными
    каплями и покрытую свежим мхом,
    в эйфории забыв, что по весне у Земли очень высока чувствительность эрогенных зон.
    Чуть вздрогнула кочка ста тысячами миллионов миллиардов тонн
    чего-то скрытого, импульсом прошила Костю и вышла ртом,
    волной звуковой, вызвавшей у всех бедных колонистов
    острое ощущение конца и одно возможное решение: сквозь врага пробиться.

    Осторожность и внимание на земле ведь весна –
    Грибница нервных окончаний грубо оголена
    алмазной наждачкой зимы. Так что важные дела
    есть смысл отложить в глупое лето.

    Около окопов, выписанные из центра, вяло шутили Гарики –
    неясно, над какой стороной больше – о бусах из трофейных голубых шариков,
    как раздалось: «Бегут!» Неслись на ополченцев тысячи,
    с руками голыми, глазами бешеными… Минут двадцати
    хватило охотникам заядлым и ветеранам пейнтбола
    на отстрел мятежных питуриков и к ним примкнувших. Ни одного урода
    не пропустили, а наши потери – только чуть испорченное Б.М.П.
    Автогеном его пришлось резать, чтоб достать из него челика. Где,
    непонятно, успело того контузить. Он повторял одно: «Гады,
    сепаратистской своей выходкой не удалось сорвать вам нашей олимпиады».
    Эту историю я в памяти оживляю для самоотрезвления –
    Держаться и не вестись на весеннюю истерику: ни драк, ни танцев, ни пения!

    Осторожность и внимание на земле ведь весна –
    Грибница нервных окончаний грубо оголена
    алмазной наждачкой зимы. Так что важные дела
    есть смысл отложить в глупое лето.


    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iYZN9SZTC5c

    Current Mood: peaceful
    Current Music: Есть Есть Есть -- Весна
    Wednesday, February 12th, 2020
    11:19 pm
    Computer Magic - Mindstate
    Lately I feel like I'm biding my time
    So much I need to carry

    Disappearing deeper into my mind
    Am I just ordinary

    Made another mistake I guess I should go
    I never stray too far

    A higher power that you should know
    Just wanna drive your car

    You wanna stay
    In this mindstate

    You wanna stay
    In this mindstate

    Too many words and too many thoughts
    Walkin over the bridge night

    So many faces so many lost
    Talking might do you right

    I wanna stay
    In this mindstate

    I wanna stay
    In this mindstate

    I wanna stay
    In this mindstate

    I wanna stay
    In this mindstate

    So I never try to leave
    I never try to leave this place
    I never try to leave

    My head is hazy and my heart is too
    As I slip out of consciousness

    And if I'm not crazy what should I do
    As I take a second breath

    I wanna stay
    In this mind state

    I wanna stay
    In this mind state

    I wanna stay
    In this mind state

    I wanna stay
    In this mind state

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QcCjTDc3xlo

    Current Music: Computer Magic - Mindstate
    Saturday, January 4th, 2020
    4:20 pm
    Peter Seeger -- Do as the Doukhobors do
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-rCswCuNx6M

    There's a new tactic to use, my dear,
    If you have a protest no one wants to hear,
    Just attend a rally where the big shots meet
    Strip to your hide and walk down the street.

    Way up in Canada, Doukhobor lads
    Were sent to public schools disapproved of by their dads,
    So the Doukhobor mamas said "That's enough"
    And they went to the meeting in the buff.

    Do as the Doukhobors do, honey,
    Do as the Doukhobors do.

    If government policy gets on your nerves
    And no one pays attention to you
    Throw away your dresses and your lingerie too,
    And do as the Doukhobors do.

    Our women hold meetings to stop atom tests,
    They're not afraid of billy clubs, cops and arrests,
    They sign those petitions 'til they're sad in the face
    And still they seem to be getting no place.

    They little boat EVERYMAN couldn't leave port,
    Bomb tests continue of every sort
    We've got to do something that's wild and new,
    And do as the Doukhobors do.

    Do as the Doukhobors do, honey,
    Do as the Doukhobors do.

    If government policy gets on your nerves
    And no one pays attention to you
    Throw away your dresses and your lingerie too,
    And do as the Doukhobors do.

    Of course, down in Cannes on the coast of France,
    You'd get no attention minus bras and pants,
    If you'd hit the beach in a grin or less,
    They'd think you had on last year's bathing dress.

    But up there in Canada at twenty below
    People keep covered from head to toe.
    Kennedy would send a cup of coffee or two
    If we did as the Doukhobors do.

    Do as the Doukhobors do, honey,
    Do as the Doukhobors do.

    If government policy gets on your nerves
    And no one pays attention to you
    Throw away your dresses and your lingerie too,
    And do as the Doukhobors do.

    Current Music: Peter Seeger -- Do as the Doukhobors do
    Friday, December 27th, 2019
    3:39 pm
    Einstürzende Neubauten -- Redukt
    Redukt
    Einstürzende Neubauten

    Мої руки, руки, ноги, тіло і я
    Meine Hände, meine Arme, meine Beine, mein Körper und ich

    Незмінний, незнищенний, я, я.
    Das Unveränderliche, Unzerstörbare, Selbst, Ich .

    Центр, ядро ​​всієї культури клітин людини.
    Der Mittelpunkt, der Zellkern der gesamten menschlichen Zellkultur.

    Хіба я, я в кожній камері?
    Bin ich, ist Ich in jeder Zelle?

    Я навряд чи сума генетичного матеріалу,
    Wohl kaum ist Ich die Summe des genetischen Materials,

    Наче музика була на схемі радіо.
    Als wäre die Musik im Schaltplan des Radios.

    Чи є щось зайве, твердне, що можна позбавити?
    Gibt es Überflüssiges, Festgewordenes, das sich abstreifen lässt,

    Що можна скинути, як баласт, мішки з піском з вільної кулі?
    Das sich abwerfen lässt wie Ballast, Sandsäcke aus einem Freiballon?

    Шар за шаром, епідерміс, мезенхіма та дерма.
    Schicht für Schicht, Epidermis, Mesenchym und Lederhaut.

    Волокна, м’язи,
    Fasern, Muskeln,

    Сухожилля, м'ясо, капіляри, вени, вени, жирова тканина, нервові шляхи, кістки,
    Sehnen, Fleisch, Kapillare, Venen, Adern, Fettgewebe, Nervenbahnen, Knochen,

    Позначка, кістки.
    Mark, Gebein.

    А де чи що залишилося?
    Und wo oder was ist übrig?

    Его претендує доти, як язик, махає рукою
    Das Ich behauptet, solange eine Zunge, eine fuchtelnde Hand

    Я можу сперечатися?
    Ich behaupten kann?

    Що, якщо можливо, теж стверджує головою.
    Das wenn möglich auch noch kopflos behauptet.

    (Як головоноги, одним ударом, одна голова коротше)
    (Wie Cephalophoren, mit einem Hieb, einen Kopf kürzer)
    Redukt!
    Redukt!
    Що відбувається в коханні, межа, надлишок або
    Das was passiert in der Liebe, die Entgrenzung, das Ausufern oder

    Знеболюючий, до моменту, коли залишилося лише щось.
    Die Betäubung, bis zu einem Punkt, dem Punkt wo nur noch etwas übrigbleibt.

    Глуха гайка (яка не розвинулася), загалом: розвиток,
    Die taube Nuss (die sich nicht entwickelt hat), überhaupt: Entwicklung,

    Ніби щось було намотано, нитка Аріадни, яка натягнута на всю довжину,
    Als wäre etwas aufgewickelt, Ariadnes Faden, der zur vollen Länge ausgestreckt,

    Слід вживати.
    Verbraucht werden müsste.

    Завжди довго на стіні, це надійний вогонь,
    Immer an der Wand lang, ist todsicher,

    Вихід із саду, лабіринт.
    Der Weg aus dem Garten, dem Irrgarten.

    Я неправильно переношу час
    Ich irre zum Zeitvertreib,

    Ніби час інакше впаде на мене, як на звірячу тварину.
    Als würde sich sonst die Zeit auf mich stürzen, wie ein aasfressendes Tier.
    Redukt!
    Redukt!
    Давайте все це закипить!
    Lassen wir das Ganze einköcheln!
    Redukt!
    Redukt!
    Ми дивимось у потік померлого,
    Wir schauen in den Strom der schon Verstorbenen,

    Це зменшує плину часу,
    Die den Zeitfluss heruntertreiben,

    Через дельту, до гирла, у відкрите космічне море.
    Durchs Delta , zur Mündung, ins offene kosmische Meer.

    Чи є ще?
    Kommen da noch welche?

    Чи мають трупи щось сказати?
    Haben die Leichen irgendwas zu sagen?

    За винятком: дивіться!
    Ausser: Seht!

    Скандал!
    Skandal!

    Ми такі, якими ви будете!
    Wir sind die, die ihr erst sein werdet!

    Ми тут!
    Wir sind da!

    Твій ні!
    Ihr nicht!

    Але смерть залишається ненависною для всієї людської природи
    But death stays hated to all of human nature

    Це зриває надію майже на землю
    It tears down hope almost to the ground
    Redukt!
    Redukt!
    Фундамент знаходиться в неправильному місці,
    Das Fundament steht an der falschen Stelle,

    Ви повинні були поставити цей будинок у небі
    Man hätte dieses Haus in den Himmel setzen sollen,

    Так що боги вмирають регулярно
    Damit die Götter sterben, regelmässig

    І в класичних пропорціях.
    Und in zeitlich klassischen Proportionen.

    Золоте співвідношення через горло одного
    Der Goldene Schnitt durch die Kehle eines

    Чесне небесне тіло,
    Verehrbaren Himmelskörpers,

    Потім його божественна кров
    Der daraufhin sein göttliches Blut

    короткими сплесками небесними літніми ранками,
    in kurzen Stössen in den himmlischen Sommermorgen,

    Тому що завжди літо, стріляй
    Weil es immer Sommer ist, verschießt,

    поки ти, жінка, я можу сказати, що входить:
    bis Man, Frau, ich eingeschlossen sagen kann:

    Нарешті, нескінченно, залишившись у спокої,
    Endlich, unendlich, in Ruhe gelassen,

    але спритний, вільний шумити, без вини!
    aber beweglich, frei zu lärmen, ohne Schuld!
    Redukt!
    Redukt!

    Current Mood: peaceful
    Current Music: Einstürzende Neubauten -- Redukt
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