Настроение:	contemplative
Entry tags:	transitioning

The Right to Firearms

As a child I never understood people playing games like CS.
I was more into The Sims and SimCity, but I did enjoy GTA2.
I always used unlimited ammo and health cheats.
And then just went killing civilians, non stop.

Same way I adored the columbine kids, Harris and Klebold.
Yet I never understood the retards who defend motherland.
It is one thing to kill people for enjoyment.
But why doing it for motherland or for competition?

Mom wanted me to be a soldier, like her gold star hero father.
I kinda entertained thoughts getting an AK47 in the army.
But I wanted it to just visit a city and start killing civilians.
After all, your mother wants you dead, so why not have some fun?

Is this resentment a true masculine behavior?
Do real men ideate mass murdering random civilians?
Why do the soldiers abide orders, instead of going postal?

I personally see mass murder as a performance act.
You have to do that with style, like columbiners did.
But nowadays mass murder has a lot of competitive edge.
Everyone seemingly want to get the so called "high score."
So fun is getting out even from this unique art form.

So for me the 2nd Amendment keeps the art open.
Just like anyone can buy brushes, so they buy guns.
And you need different brushes for different strokes.
Say Breivik used bomb to distract attention (large brush).
And then used a rifle to masterfully render the details.