Upping the Hamster Game
I fucking hate Ukraine getting attacked by Russia now. They engulfed the entire information space. If I do mass murder at GZA today, nobody will notice it and my effort will be in vain, because all news are preoccupied with Ukraine and Ukrainian refugees in Europe. Russia and Ukraine keep following me everywhere I go. :( now my bf found a Ukrainian trans girl, who is much cuter than me. I'm really jelly of her beauty, but she is absolutely patriotic. After reading my Reddit posts, she decided to return to Ukraine and enlist into the territorial defense (she was stuck in EU being on a tourist trip). Really crazy sister, and I don't know how to convince her to stay in NL. She has PhD and would be much better working in EU (super cute nerd girl in glasses, knows everything about HRT). Somehow my posts always have the reversed effect from my intent. I call trans girls to escape Ukraine, but they instead go there, feeling ashamed of being traitors.

Returning to my struggle, GZA at the new AZC site is even less cooperative and refuses hormones and blood test like the GZA in Harderwijk. But the nurse here called police saying I'm threatening her and she doesn't feel safe. But Dutch cops don't really care about some trans girl posing danger for herself and the others (when she kills you, then you come report her). The nurse also tried to escalate my threats to her management, but they don't care either, or even want trans girls to bomb their offices. Do they really need a PR of a trans girl setting ablaze their offices? Then again, GZA approved HRT meds to almost all Ukrainian and Russian girl I know (even Tonya Babkina I heard got her pills instantly), so I'm some really special case for them and they apparently want to provoke me into mass murder.

The nurse lady was somewhat nice and did everything in her power, so I told her to change the place of work as soon as possible. I think are far more evil people who actually deserve to die.

Anyway, there is a single door to the GZA offices, and if I manage to block it, everyone inside will burn alive, like the fucking transphobic hamsters they are. You can report me to cops for the 9000th time, but Dutch cops just don't care, even if you show them bomb and guns, which you are about to use for a mass murder. Although they can indeed help me by referring me for an emergency psychiatric examination.

TLDR: Ukrainians please stop the war, so I can proceed with the final chapter of my life. I need the calm information space so everyone will notice and I will push the transgender agenda awareness in the respect-pronouns-or-burn-alive way.