Настроение:	sad
Музыка:	Scandroid - Purified
Entry tags:	netherlands, russia, ukraine, ww3

Meta-Meta Programming: Fixing the Bugs in Your Thinking
Reddit banned me for the screenshoted post.
So first the West tells me to join Russia.
Then the West bans me when I agree to do that.
What do the westerners even want from me?
They don't want me in the west.
They don't want me in the Russian army either.
I'm sorry, but if you live in Russia, you have to defend Russia.
And Russian people and culture too.
Ukraine tries to genocide Russians and Russian culture.
Which includes Lenin Komsomol central square.

People say I should set immigration office door on fire, Pavlensky style.
Or throw a egg at a Dutch politician.
Except Dutch immigration service people are right.
While I was wrong all this time.
I believed that the West are the good guys.
Liberals, for the world peace and accept everyone.
But Russians were right. Westerners are the Nazis.
Migration officials directly told me that Russians are right and I'm wrong.
So I have to accept that. I'm crazy but not completely stupid.
I can see my errors.
I believed Ukrainians are fighting for freedom.
But Ukrainians are just a bunch of unwelcoming Nazis.
Ukrainian immigration service said I have no place in Ukraine.
Despite my ancestors coming from Ukraine and me supporting Ukraine.
So now I believe Putin that Ukraine actually murders the Donbass children.

I'm a computer programmer.
Sometimes I notice bugs in my software. I fix them.
Sometimes entire design flaws need to be recognized.
Same with my political views and hopes.
The West shown that my views are flawed.
I have fixed my worldview, just like I fix my programs.
It was sad, because I had to admit I was wrong.
That I haven't properly understood what is going on.
I had to admit that I'm stupid and my thinking was flawed.
But I had to come over myself and accept my mistakes.
Same way I noticed that I have bugs with my emotions.
And I began taking hormones to calm myself down.
To remove the testosterone induced anger and hatred.
Admission of errors is the first step to correct them.

Unfortunately I have to forget the dream of becoming a girl.
It is not that Putin hates transgenders.
But the general Russian population is just not ready for that.
If I want to live in Russia, I have to be in boymode.
First Russia needs to liberate entire world.
And only then we can discuss trans-humanism.