sometimes...
you have a sensation of feeling or may be even of sense of something becomes very fixation...
And now it's Big Apple...
I'm dreaming about it... night..streets..avenus... I know that it has it's own smell..
It was almost 15 years ago - but I steel remember the smell of SF and LA... I'll never mix up them with something else...
It's not a melancholy, and not even a depression... it's feeling drawn....