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Friday, May 14th, 2021

    Time Event
    8:15a
    girl in red -- Serotonin
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gh8Gl2GwB6s
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gh8Gl2GwB6s
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gh8Gl2GwB6s

    [Chorus]
    I'm running low on serotonin
    Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
    Stabilize with medicine
    There's no depth to these feelings
    Dig deep, can't hide
    From the corners of my mind
    I'm terrified of what's inside

    [Verse 1]
    I get intrusive thoughts like cutting my hands off
    Like jumping in front of a bus
    Like how do I make this stop
    When it feels like my therapist hates me?
    Please don't let me go crazy
    Put me in a field with daisies
    Might not work, but I'll take a maybe
    Oh, been breaking daily
    But only me can save me
    So I'm capitulating, crying likе a fucking baby

    I don't wanna miss it, ba-da
    I don't wanna be sick, ah-da
    I don't, la-ba-deh-deh-ba-dеh
    Da-da-da-brah-la-da-da
    [Chorus]
    I'm running low on serotonin
    Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
    Stabilize with medicine
    There's no depth to these feelings
    Dig deep, can't hide
    From the corners of my mind
    I'm terrified of what's inside

    [Verse 2]
    I get intrusive thoughts
    Like burning my hair off
    Like hurting somebody I love
    Like, does it ever really stop?
    When there's control, I lose it
    Incredibly impulsive
    So scared I'm gonna end up doing something stupid
    But I try to contain it
    Oh, it gets so draining
    It's like my heart is failing
    Every night, I'm contemplating
    My inner voice is saying "tough"
    So I try to brush it off
    Yeah, I try to brush it off

    [Chorus]
    I'm running low on serotonin
    Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
    Stabilize with medicine
    But there's no depth to these feelings
    Dig deep, can't hide
    From the corners of my mind
    I'm terrified of what's inside
    [Outro]
    Kan man egentlig, kan man kjenne det i hjertet at hvis man får blodpropp? Jeg følte liksom flere ganger at hjertet mitt slutta å slå og, sånn at- Liksom, at jeg følte at jeg ble helt sånn tung og rar i kroppen

    Current Mood: awake
    Current Music: girl in red -- Serotonin

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