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| Thursday, December 21st, 2023 | |
| 9:49 pm | BLADEE -- Obsessed With Death Dark shades in the middle of the night I'm high, I'm high, I'm high, I'm high (Yes, yes, yes, yes) Standing in the rain, it's like she shines Glittering, she spins around, around, around (Around, around) The city's evil lights, like evil eyes Like ice, I'm cold, I'm cold, I'm cold (I'm cold, I froze) And it's like it demands life, it demands life To die, to die, to die tonight To die tonight, a sacrifice (Let's execute-cute-cute-cute) You feel something, you slit your wrist, you cease to exist You feel nothing, you feel nothing, you feel nothing The curtains are red, the greed is split, you let the blood spill Temple of spin, a tower of guilt, a tower of sin Destruction, desolation Desperation, despair Delusion, deprivation Disappearance of air Destination: nowhere Yes, I am obsessed, obsessed with death Obsessed with death, obsessed with death Yes, I am obsessed, obsessed with death (yes, yes, yes, yes) Yes, I'm left with less, I must confess Can't catch my breath, can't catch my— Yes, I must confess, I want your flesh (yes, yes, yes, yes) Yes, I am obsessed, obsessed with death Obsessed with death, obsessed with death Yes, I am obsessed, obsessed with death (yes, yes, yes, yes) Yes, I'm left with less, I must confess Can't catch my breath, can't catch my— Yes, I must confess, I want your flesh https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=26m7Bnk Current Mood:  peacefulCurrent Music: BLADEE -- Obsessed With Death |
| Wednesday, December 20th, 2023 | |
| 4:15 am | Арсений Креститель -- Куда Ушли Цветы https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nwsnTZE «Куда ушли цветы?» — У меня спросят «Ну, а все цветы девушкам ушли» «А куда девушки ушли?» — У меня спросишь ты «А девушки ушли к своим парням» «А где же парни их?» — У меня спросят «А парни их уже ушли давно в солдаты» «А где солдаты те?» — У меня спросишь ты «Солдаты те уже давно лежат» «А где могилы их?» — У меня спросят «Как их найти, узнать? Где отыскать?» «Ну, а могилы их Цветами скрытые Никто не знает, где могилы их» Ну, а могилы их Цветами скрытые Никто не знает, где могилы их Current Mood: working Current Music: Арсений Креститель -- Куда Ушли Цветы |
| Tuesday, December 19th, 2023 | |
| 4:40 am | КРОВОСТОК -- Ленин https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WlpKAmK Бог оказался фраером Расфуфыренным фраерком А тени скользят по гравию Колышимы ветерком Ветерок колышит те тени Гравий тревожно шуршит Как вши в шевелюре Есенина Как вдалеке Мессершмитт Как деньги, когда их считают Как шёлковые чулки Как книжки, когда их листают Короче, шуршит, чуваки Гравий шуршит, потому что Чует пиздёныш беду Знает, что город в опасности Раз по нему я иду Я ж тут ходить не должен Я ж должен не тут лежать Так типа, блядь, положено Иначе не сдобровать Я же нахуй Владимир Ленин Я же Ленин Владимир Ильич И вот я проявился из тени Прям как на Пасху кулич Что-то меня разбудило Что-то сказало: «Подъём! Вставай, Володя-чудило! Вставай, Володя, пойдём!» А дальше вы сами знаете Из стримов и новостей Либо в больнице икаете Либо вы пепел костей Я нахуй Владимир Ленин Я же Ленин Владимир Ильич Я лежал в мавзолее тюленем Я дремал, как угеренный сыч Я спрятал себя по Холмсу: Положил у всех на виду Были бы вы умнее мопсов Вы б раскусили всю хуету А вы думали, что я мёртвый? Какое же вы всё ж мудачьё Я наебнул Россию, я ж тёртый Я лежал и ждал кулачьё А потом я встал, и я вышел И увеличился в двести раз И тело моё стало пламенем И лазеры били из глаз Я разъебал их сраную армию В купеческой ссаной Москве Капитуляция, экзекуции И моё воцаренье в Кремле Я вернулся, вернулся править Цель — коммунизм без труда Труд — хуета, труд отставить Работают роботы и я иногда Я же нахуй Владимир Ленин Главнейший я русский фрик И это не метафора от лени Буквально я живей всех живых Я сделал две революции На своём некоротком веку Обе нежданные, как полюции И резкие обе, как кукареку Бог-то ваш оказался фраером Расфуфыренным фраерком А я Владимир Ульянов-Ленин Я тот, кто умывает кипятком Current Mood: working Current Music: КРОВОСТОК -- Ленин |
| Friday, December 15th, 2023 | |
| 1:04 pm | ECCO2k -- TIME The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop Absorbs to the core I wish I fall I sink to the floor Unless I lost I lose nothing more The more I want The more loses all The will is lost I will kiss the Gods I kill my Gods And play God of war I talk to walls And walk through the doors I kiss my forehead And dance on my corpse The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop Absorbs to the core I wish I fall I sink to the floor Unless I lost I lose nothing more The more I want The more loses all The will is lost I will kiss the Gods I kill my Gods And play God of war I talk to walls And dance through the doors I kiss my forehead And dance on my corpse The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop The clock don't stop Uh uh, hey, wake up Get up, stand up Hey, wake up Get up, stand up Hey, wake up Get up, stand up Hey, wake up Get up, stand up https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rKsb71A Current Mood: working Current Music: ECCO2k -- TIME |
| Thursday, December 14th, 2023 | |
| 3:17 pm | AVALON EMERSON -- Karaoke Song Forgot and I don't want to know Not wondering what I don't know Don't want to Forgot and I don't want to know And I don't care if you forgot me too Forgotten is the way to go And I don't care This year what day of the week dear Is falling on your birthday Did you have fun on New Year's Eve? What are you reading? How is your mom? Where did the time go? Forgot and I don't want to know No Not wondering what I don't know Don't want to Are you better with your money? Did you find a brand-new favorite karaoke song? What are you watching? How is your dog? Where did the time go? Oh, whoa-oh-oh, whoa-oh-oh No Oh, whoa-oh-oh, whoa-oh-oh Oh no Oh, whoa-oh-oh, whoa-oh-oh What timezone do you see the moon from? Are you missing your home? What did you wear on Halloween? Does your life now make you feel complete? What timezone do you see the moon from? Are you missing your home? What did you wear on Halloween Does your life now make you feel complete? Where did the time go? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ftPkHIi Current Mood: working Current Music: AVALON EMERSON -- Karaoke Song |
| Saturday, December 9th, 2023 | |
| 1:26 am | JESSY LANZA -- Keep It Secret Uh-huh, huh, oh, oh yeah After all that we've been through I ain't changing like you do Telling lies, it's no surprise I took all, wasn't hard for you Oh my heart, I'm pourin' out the boy, yeah (I see you pourin') It's all plain to see And my heart, it's falling and it's staining And I can't give up two people I want you, my heart is an addiction, baby I want you, damn I do, uh I want you, my heart is an addiction, boy I want you, never gonna give you up, no I want you, my heart is an addiction I want you, yeah, I do, boy I want you, my heart is an addiction I want you, never gonna give you up, boy Keep it secret Keep it secret I've got a secret Baby, I do Keep it secret Keep it secret Keep it secret Tell me you want to Keep it secret (we've got a secret) Keep it secret Keep it secret Baby, I do Keep it secret (we've got a secret) Keep it secret Keep it secret Tell me you wanna Ha, I wish you'd stop pretending And you know, ha-ha, and you know that it's true I like, I just want you to stop lying Please stay, just stop lying I want you (keep it secret, keep it secret) I want you (keep it secret, baby, I do) I need you (keep it secret, keep it secret) I need you (keep it secret, tell me you wanna) I want you (keep it secret, keep it secret) I want you (keep it secret, baby I do) I love you (keep it secret, keep it secret) I love you (keep it secret, don't leave, boy) I love you I want you https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uYxGNp0 Current Mood: peacefulCurrent Music: JESSY LANZA -- Keep It Secret |
| Thursday, December 7th, 2023 | |
| 12:56 pm | NAMASENDA -- Lost https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4AKzVSk Look at the clock and it says 4:03 This isn’t what it’s supposed to be We’ll be fine We’ll be fine We’ll be fine If you’re mine Lost my head risking it all for you baby For once in a lifetime it’s in my hands, crazy Be mine We’ll be fine If you’re mine Look at the clock and it says 4:03 This isn’t what it’s supposed to be We’ll be fine We’ll be fine Once you’re mine Once you’re mine Look at the clock and it says 4:03 This isn’t what it’s supposed to be We’ll be fine We’ll be fine We’ll be fine If you’re mine Lost my head risking it all for you baby For once in a lifetime it’s in my hands, crazy Be mine We’ll be fine If you’re mine Look at the clock and it says 4:03 This isn’t what it’s supposed to be We’ll be fine We’ll be fine Once you’re mine Once you’re mine Look at the clock and it says 4:03 This isn’t what it’s supposed to be We’ll be fine We’ll be fine If you’re mine If you’re mine [Outro] Lost my head risking it all for you baby For once in a lifetime it’s in my hands, crazy Lost my head risking it all for you baby For once in a lifetime it’s in my hands, crazy Current Mood: working Current Music: NAMASENDA -- Lost |
| Wednesday, December 6th, 2023 | |
| 5:31 pm | HOLY SONS -- Gnostic Device I can't walk these streets at night Humility reveals and puts me right I can't trust these eyes or reality's disguise 'til you put me in my place, put me up This mind is not a microscope Illusion is good, the same as hope For stripping it away I'm thanking you today I'm knowing more and hating myself before I always thought that I was doing wrong I wasn't ever doing anything wrong In just that criminal roaming way A curious laugh knew I'd never stay Invite you down to come and hunt me out but good luck seeing if I'm still around 'cause I'm not sure if my life did end I'm so incredibly old my friend I'm so incredibly old my friend https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RLt0yRw Current Mood: working Current Music: HOLY SONS -- Gnostic Device |
| Friday, December 1st, 2023 | |
| 8:08 pm | SLEEP -- Antarcticans Thawed Ice cap miles thaw to freedom Sets free Antarctic legion Awake limbs, to reach a sun's rays Blood thaws throughout the unused veins Antarcticans near the titan's base Matterhorn's climb initiates Mountain's highest point receives Boards the sky-barge to cross sky-sea Matterhorn's children set free From slab arise stoned priest Hierophant sun prevails Windship at last now sails Glaciers formate upon the ice age siege Walk the icebergs toward cities Glaciers formate upon the ice age siege Rise the icebergs as war machines https://www.reddit.com/r/doommetal/comm Current Mood: peacefulCurrent Music: SLEEP -- Antarcticans Thawed |
| 12:27 pm | OM -- Meditation is the Practice of Death The pranayamic ground litmus. Ascetic brace the will ascend Converge onto the death ground - Advance the Rinpoche Negates now illusorics - ascendant to the cleric school Stands upon ground of flight and claim's freedom. Destroyer of the ghost void Hail vespers - shield from the demonsphere Effulgent recitation - white light ambassador O John the Baptist - triumphant beam release Groundates the hermitage - the last ascent and freed Travel on now Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego Weeps into purified - the Self is not a void Rounds upon Golgothic screen Adhan fard salah - grant that I have seen Walk on O sadhak Melkezedek https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZXEQCZg Current Mood: working Current Music: OM -- Meditation is the Practice of Death |
| Wednesday, November 29th, 2023 | |
| 2:32 pm | HANNAH DIAMOND -- Perfect Picture https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7IoYRNw [Intro] Perfect picture Every time the lights hits You're picture perfect It's the way we click, click, click Every time the light hits you [Verse 1] A photograph is never true to life Sometimes it's hard To live up to the perfect lie I'm permanently frozen in time [Refrain] Oh, I try to increase the clarity So I can see the impurities I think I need to hit delete I feel so temporary [Chorus] Perfect picture Every time the lights hits You're picture perfect It's the way we click, click, click You're looking so HD You're looking straight at me Every time the light hits you [Verse 2] DNA, it just gets in the way 'Cause people change But pictures always stay the same Unless their pixels rearrange [Refrain] Oh, I try to increase transparency So I can see through the fantasy I think I need to hit delete But it's all imaginary [Chorus] Perfect picture Every time the lights hits You're picture perfect It's the way we click, click, click You're looking so HD You're looking straight at me Every time the light hits you Perfect picture Every time the light hits You're picture perfect It's the way we click, click, click You're looking so HD You're looking straight at me Every time the light hits you [Bridge] Every time, every time Every time the light hits you Every time, every time Every time the light hits you Every time, every time (Every time) Every time the light (The light) I feel so temporary [Chorus] Perfect picture (Perfect picture) Picture perfect It's the way we click, click, click You're looking so HD You're looking straight at me Every time the light hits you Current Mood: working Current Music: HANNAH DIAMOND -- Perfect Picture |
| Thursday, November 23rd, 2023 | |
| 5:44 pm | FAD GADGET -- Sheep Look Up https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sLaHx1c This is the shadow of a great cloud This is the flag of hate Patriotism is the key word now Here in this democratic state And the sheep look up As the sky falls down Tumbling heavy to the sea Follow my leader is all I can play now The people want war 'cos war is for real We can pull together with our common enemy Hatred stimulates - it's infectious And the sheep look up As the sky falls down Tumbling heavy to the sea Current Mood: working Current Music: FAD GADGET -- Sheep Look Up |
| Friday, November 17th, 2023 | |
| 8:07 pm | Broadcast -- Long Was The Year Long was the year Will you stay now you're here? Be like the sun Never gone Sleep long and fast Let the past be the past You're like the snow Never know Long was the path Will you stay now you're back? Be like the sun never gone https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S932yfh Current Music: Broadcast -- Long Was The Year |
| Monday, November 13th, 2023 | |
| 11:36 am | John Frusciante -- Away and Anywhere https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MXBjn2s I do dream you Allow me to believe you are the real me I see you breathing under water See you on both sides of a door I didn't mean you to fathom what you bought I'm away and anywhere to suffice Every life filled with what will be If my own will is from me How do I take another mirror How do I drink the whole shore I do greet you And slam the door in your face You come in anyways It's a long, long time before this takes place I answer these these questions now As to why I'm the only one Who carries answers to their fathers Who carries grey sky to the sun I'm not the railway I leave all of it to the air Passing highway's traffic just lying there Carry me away Come in anyways Both sides of the door The closed and open door Current Mood: awake Current Music: John Frusciante -- Away and Anywhere |
| Thursday, November 2nd, 2023 | |
| 2:34 am | The Bug // Nazamba -- War https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsgZ0TS Big war erupting Start by de corrupt And de corrupted And it's a war Ideological war And it's a global war Technological war Unless I fly into the sky War that's not define my life We're wishing them no tell the truth They want some new recruit Ten dozen fighter jet Eight dozen war ship Still can't stop dem from go dung and get the war quick War Ideological war And it's a chemical war And it's a global war Yeee War See they now? You want to destroy another man country? Well, we can act Who will act? You have no mercy? Even in the 21st century Chow down, so just chow down, yee Confirm your victory War Ideological war And it's a chemical war And it's a global war Yeee A long time they piss me Cuz I tell them say "Them for living in peace and unity" No, them never pay dem no mind They still gwan with dem brutality And now dem big on dem bow, dem bawl and dem plea Them still can't get the ceasefire, ceasefire Throw in a towel, into nowhere Put your hands 'bov your head Yeee surrender And now dey say war Ideological war, ye And it's a chemical war And it's a global war Yeee I tell them, say This world is big enough for all of us And them still going around fighting Fighting and fuss I see bomb like real guns shot like sangria Fire us, living on the general real Him a house a fallin' in, then get it, seein' they wan' 9 trillion to buy more war plane War Ideological war And it's a chemical war And it's a global war Yeeeee One man said him ah, "me well equipped" Another man said him ah, "me super fit" A next man set him up hypersonic To sink war ship deeper than Titanic Heh heh Next man, said ah, go attack Make sure some of the plane system a-work Because if I press this red button Every city gone on the earth And now dey say war A tribulation war A every nation war Yes, it's a global war And now dey say war A tribulation war A every nation war Yes, it's a global war You've done yours war It's a mystical war Cuz it's a biblical war And it's a global war Yeeeeeeee Current Mood: working Current Music: The Bug // Nazamba -- War |
| Tuesday, October 31st, 2023 | |
| 12:38 pm | Avalon Emerson -- Astrology Poisoning https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8PtIYM7 Closer to the sun Just hit 31 The ring ran out of fun And now it's warm like bathwater The walls we put up Sneaking up on us And the world is a fuck And accelerating This moment flung you far Into a future where you are Another unreality star And now it 's here again Astrology poisoning These strangers aren't your friends It all burned up Just like you said it would Hometown you left is ash and black When your family failed And your city fell hard Heat death is all that awaits for you at home That moment kicked you out And then a decade running from a Silhouettes of crisis at heart Would you have felt it all Another day of glamorous Euphoria in spite of it all That moment kicked you out And then a decade running from a Silhouettes of crisis at heart Would you have felt it all Another day of glamorous Euphoria in spite of it all And you returned again Water rights poisoning This desert isn't your friend And now it 's here again Astrology poisoning These strangers aren't your friends Not your friends And now it 's here again Astrology poisoning These strangers aren't your friends And you returned again Water rights poisoning This desert isn't your friend Current Mood: working Current Music: Avalon Emerson -- Astrology Poisoning |
| Friday, October 27th, 2023 | |
| 11:13 pm | JESSY LANZA -- Keep Moving I'm watching everywhere you move I follow everything you do Keep moving all around the room To show them that it's all for you You're backed in, is this all you got? Just tell me if you care enough 'Cause you make it hard for me to stop, boy Why do you look at me? Look at you I know every word, it's true Baby, that would be the first time That would be the first time Baby, that would be the first time That would be the first time Baby, that would be the first time That would be the first time Baby, that would be the first time That would be the first time, baby Keep moving, looking straight ahead Not thinking of the consequence Just wanna, wanna make you turn around But it seems to only bring you down So I follow, follow anywhere you go You know what, know just what I do, oh 'Cause I'm losing all my self control, boy Why do you look at me? Look at you I know every word, it's true Baby, that would be the first time That would be the first time Baby, that would be the first time That would be the first time Baby, that would be the first time That would be the first time Baby, that would be the first time That would be the first time, baby Baby, that would be the first time That would be the first time Baby, that would be the first time That would be the first time Baby, that would be the first time That would be the first time Baby, that would be the first time Keep on moving (baby, that would be the first time) Gotta keep on moving Gotta keep on moving Gotta keep on moving Gotta keep on moving (that would be the first time) Gotta keep on moving Gotta keep on moving Gotta keep on (that would be the first time, baby) Keep on, keep on moving Gotta keep on moving Gotta keep on moving Gotta keep on moving Gotta keep on moving (baby, that would be the first time) Gotta keep on moving Gotta keep on moving Gotta keep on (that would be the first time) Keep on, keep on moving Gotta keep on moving Gotta keep on moving Gotta keep on moving (that would be the first time, baby) Gotta keep on moving Gotta keep on moving Gotta keep on moving https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N9xNByX Current Music: JESSY LANZA -- Keep Moving |
| Thursday, October 26th, 2023 | |
| 11:19 pm | ALGEBRA SUICIDE -- Little Dead Bodies How right you are, dear Paul That we hear of famous people's deaths While on vacation Perhaps it's so their funerals Are not too crowded With their loyal fans Being out of town and all Those celebrities Are pretty clever I've heard that someone's born Every 8 second So I presume that someone dies Every 8 seconds Just to keep things even It makes me feel shortchanged When I read the obituary page Someone's holding back Information It also prompts me to flip through the telephone directory On sleepless nights Saying over, and over And over again - "Yep. You're all going Every last one of you." Wow! Heaven must be a big place I don't know too many dead people But folks tell me I'm young When my grandfather died He was laid out in the Bubb Funeral home And I was secretly glad Mr. Bubb didn't change his name To something more romantic When he went into business I just wish it was less memorable My high school locker partner Ned Worked part-time for a mortician Imagine dressing dead people Straightening their ties And fluffing up their hair all so You can afford to take a girl out to the movies on Saturday night Well that's love That's adolescent desperation! I would have been honored to have Ned Take me to the movies And let him buy me popcorn Instead, I went out with a boy who died The hardest part was knowing that his body didn't just disappear on the bed The moment he left I think that's what keeps me off of suicide The idea that there's something left For someone else to clean up How rude and inconsiderate It's a pain to take out the weekly trash, l Et alone figure out what to do with Over a hundred pounds of flesh That's about to go bad Then even worse In India, where there's a religious cult which believes you shouldn't desecrate any of the elements of the dead They can't be buried Or burned They can't be cast out to sea So they're taken to the top of the tower of silence Where they become The vulture's problem How's that for passin' the buck? No, when I go, I want to go clean Convenient, leaving no mess As if I vaporized while taking a shower As if I moved to Antarctica leaving No forwarding address https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t_pBUgD Current Mood: working Current Music: ALGEBRA SUICIDE -- Little Dead Bodies |
| 1:17 pm | slowdive -- alife Two lives are hard lives with you Two lives are hard lives with you Two lives are hard lives with you Hey, just look at us now Time made fools of us all We look, but we don't understand We try, but we don't look around Looking down Looking around Two lives are hard lives with you Two lives are hard lives with you Down where the river runs through The town, there's a memory of you Don't look, don't look at me now Time has got me somehow It's you and only you You and only you Two lives are hard lives with you Two lives are hard lives with you Two lives arе hard lives with you Two lives are hard livеs with you Down where the river runs through The town, there's a memory of you Don't look, don't look at me now Time has got me somehow Two hard lives are hard lives with you Two lives are hard lives with you https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MhQht-Y Current Mood: awake Current Music: slowdive -- alife |
| Tuesday, October 24th, 2023 | |
| 10:54 pm | Chris & Cosey -- October (Love Song) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hqlTGkn You took my hand on the stair No one was around You said we could be lovers I just had to say the word Only the afternoons were ours The nights were full Just full of silent love Your heart and my heart Beating together Together forever Forever together Days of October Our hearts together Beating forever Forever together Just nights of silent love We couldn't touch We couldn't kiss We were promised to another Now we are together Just kiss me And kiss me forever Hold me In the light of my eyes Kiss me Just kiss me Your heart and my heart Beating together Together forever Forever together Days of October Our hearts together Beating forever Forever together Just kiss me In the light of my eyes Make my eyes smile Whisper words of love Words of love and life The life we have together I love you I love you Our skins and our touch Your heart and my heart Beating together Together forever Forever together Days of October Our hearts together Beating forever Forever together Love me Just love me Kiss me Kiss me again I love you So so much Your heart and my heart Beating together Together forever Forever together Days of October Our hearts together Beating forever Forever together Just kiss me Kiss me forever Kiss (Your heart and my heart) Kiss (Beating together) Love (Together forever) And kiss (Forever together) And love And kiss (Kiss) Your heart and my heart (Kiss) Beating together (Kiss) Together forever (And kiss) Forever together Days of October Our hearts together Beating forever Forever together And I love you Current Mood: peacefulCurrent Music: Chris & Cosey -- October (Love Song) |