My gender reassingnment surgery was botched and left my entire pelvic area riddled with permanent numbness and intense nerve damage. Inside is the worst and dilating every other day feels like stabbing myself with a knife in the vagina. Any advice would be useful. Thx Badawi :(

Its been 3 years now and the pain is still unbearable. Percocet helps lessen the regular pain and Gabapentin gets rid of a lot of the nerve pain, it sucks being having to be fucked up on drugs to do post surgical care like dilation.