Aww, I didn't mean it to sound to you in any negative way--just that I am so familiar with that sort of ugly view of humanity's leavings. I imagine they look much the same all over the world, give or take a few buildings, etc. :)
You're one of my best net friends. Dun ever feel bad because of anything I write. You, after all, accomodate me with English. God knows what I would be saying if I had to write it in Russian!
I hope you get to rest soon. Thank you for everything you do for me. :)