Who am I and why I'm here?
Guys, really thank you all for your input, whatever it was ;) Maybe I will show up in the "comments" later.

As I want to be a gentleman and feel for Misha, I think I need to introduce myself. It's a tricky thing to do, but if Misha or someone wants, they can write me at vlad@mouseman.ru. (I've got this e-mail for other purposes, but it's rather helpful now, and it will be available to me at least for one month since now). If not to give any details and use the somewhat negative approach, I:

1) never had an affiliation with "FSB" or whatever and acting on my own;
2) am not working and have a low profile, at least since 2014;
3) do not have any financial or material interests here, except the spiritual...

I enjoy Misha's thinking / intellectual and social abilities, and that's why I wanted to be here.
Only after I wrote my previous posts, I remembered that the word "satanism" was also associated with late Sergey Kuryokhin, and after having a quick look at Wikipedia now, things became more clear. Who is Kuryokhin for me? Someone close, in 1980s, to V.Tsoy and B.Grebenschikov, whom we all know. But after several years since all three went their own ways (and Viktor died), some shits and assholes had played their roles in introducing Sergey to something later described as a satanism.

Misha, please let me know if you want to hear more on this. Don't you want that your description in Wikipedia as a "satanist" would be changed? Paragraph 4 at https://ru.wikipedia.org/wiki/%D0%92%D0%B5%D1%80%D0%B1%D0%B8%D1%86%D0%BA%D0%B8%D0%B9,_%D0%9C%D0%B8%D1%85%D0%B0%D0%B8%D0%BB_%D0%A1%D0%B5%D1%80%D0%B3%D0%B5%D0%B5%D0%B2%D0%B8%D1%87#%D0%91%D0%B8%D0%BE%D0%B3%D1%80%D0%B0%D1%84%D0%B8%D1%8F