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| Tuesday, December 10th, 2024 | |
| 11:46 pm | Anything below this look is an incel loser  |
| Monday, December 9th, 2024 | |
| 10:18 am | Animations My gayme does have simple animations.   |
| Saturday, December 7th, 2024 | |
| 5:25 pm |  |
| 12:08 am | The Spell of Mastery Progress Finally designed a semi-robust way to represent castle sieges. Again, the goal was preventing player from using these walls and towers from harassing the melee guards. I also don't want to overload player with micromanagement and picking the target for ranged units to attack. There is also this infamous problem of player blobbing larger number of ranged units, which is usually solved by complicated rules, like the line of sight being blocked by allies. I don't want such complex rules. Somehow I went through all the stupid solutions before seeing the right one. Anyway, the mechanics appears to be unique enough for my game to stand out.  Current Mood:  accomplished |
| Friday, December 6th, 2024 | |
| 9:51 am | |
| Thursday, December 5th, 2024 | |
| 9:15 pm | While I'm a lesbian AGP ts, I'm sexually attracted to this guy He is so absolutely cute it is not gay to be aroused.  Current Mood:  contemplative |
| Tuesday, December 3rd, 2024 | |
| 11:04 am | The State of LJR  Current Mood:  amused |
| Sunday, December 1st, 2024 | |
| 10:14 am | "Killing Hamsters" People love to accuse me that I burned a hamster. But they don't really know what led to that. Back then I tried to date cis girls. The chats progressed in super awkward ways. I tried to talk with one about home animals. I clearly remember how she said then: "Hamsters are cute, you're not." That was a big revelation for me. Something autistic me couldn't grasp before. So I confirmed that by asking others if the hamsters are cuter than me. And why they are cute. That kinda helped me to understand. Why everything around me evolves into hostility. But if I'm not allowed to be cute why should others be? At that point I felt hatred and envy towards hamsters. So I murdered one brutally and posted a video to imageboard. I haven't visited any other place than imageboards. Since alternate places don't welcome my personality. Should an ugly person feel remorse for ruining something beautiful? Does the humanity feel remorse for making me creepy and ugly? Why should I? Current Mood: contemplativeCurrent Music: Takeshi Seyama - Kibou to Yochou |
| Friday, November 29th, 2024 | |
| 12:03 am | The Spell of Mastery Progress I dislike the usual alchemy inspired magic systems. And generally I borrow from Master of Magic in my design. So there are no fire/water/earth/air. Instead I have light/dark/chaos/order/cosmos system. The character have affinity towards these. Which dictate how the paths the character can develop. Among other things these paths dictate how character look. The characters don't have predefined classes. Instead they have jobs, akin to Final Fantasy Tactics. And various acquired titles, like lord or king. So there is a "Lord Knight" implicit class. The characters automatically shop for equipment, according to their talents, wealth, social status and training. The player has limited influence over it. Since I hate games like Diablo, where player spends half of the game managing inventory That still requires large quantity of equipment sprites. Which I'm slowly drawing myself. This all looks superficially simple, but it require many systems working together. For example, the aforementioned talents, wealth, social status and training are already 4 separate systems, depending on each other in multiple ways. So again, game design is all about dealing with such systems graphs. And I have hard time seeing the integration. So playtesting is required.  Current Mood: accomplished |
| Thursday, November 28th, 2024 | |
| 1:57 pm | Homosexuality is the foundation for the male hierarchy Remember kids: girls don't form hierarchies and dislike competition. Only the males enter dick-measuring contests. A woman doesn't need to be the very best. She just needs to be cute and wholesome.  Current Mood: amused |
| 11:44 am | Thanksgiving Just think about it: for the third year in a row Russian and Ukrainian soldiers will be celebrating Thanksgiving not with their families but in trenches.  Current Mood: amused |
| Wednesday, November 27th, 2024 | |
| 6:00 pm | The Main Problem of Humanity «Уничтожьте гомосексуалистов — фашизм исчезнет» (c) Максим ГорькийFor a long time I was puzzled at the common people opposing me taking hormonal medications and removing my penis. After all transitioning is rather a personal issue. Most of them understand well that I need transitioning to be a contributing member of society, hold proper employment and pay taxes, instead of leeching welfare and selling my ass. I do understand the opportunistic psychopathic politicians like Felon Musk and Jewhanna ROFLing, who use transphobia to rally the deranged moral panicking parents, scaring them that their kids become trans, losing fertility, or that trans kids will rape their girls at school bathrooms. But why would common folks (not my parents) oppose me personally? I'm no longer eligible for high school and I was never interested in competitive sports. And still these people want to take away my HRT. If they are afraid I will rape their gf or daughter at a female bathroom, they should do the opposite - advocate castrating me, so me raping anyone will be impossible. But they behave completely illogically, instead insisting that my dick should be hard and I should impregnate their GFs and daughters. Today I kinda understand what is going in their perverted evil heads. They love dicks. I.e. they all have suppressed homosexual tendencies. They get unwell just thinking about somebody removing a dick. Just like I, a lesbian girl, get disgusted thinking that some FtM woman will get a penis instead of vagina. That because I'm not a homosexual - I dislike penises and the degenerate idea of penetrative animal sex (aka rape). With heterosexual females loving dicks is obvious, but what about all the males? Why would the males hate somebody getting castrated? After all, there will be less competition for the heterosexual women. I was absolutely flabbergasted at the realization of so many men being secretly homosexual. And at the same time as being shocked by my castration, these men, like all gays, are secretly envious, that I betrayed their gay brotherhood, following my desires, that I'm not interested in the faggy Full Metal Jacked barracks relationships, that I refuse to penetrate. All gays deep inside want to be women to get fucked by real men. So when they see my huge dick, they imagine me bumming them, and when they that I will remove this ugly thing, they feel deep intense hatred, reminiscent to my own hatred towards my male body parts. This world is driven by hatred. There is no love. True trans girls, like me, transition out of hatred, not the love for men. Because all the ex-gay trans transition not because they feel female, but because of all the male dicks they will get inside of them. I learned that by being in trans community. Only a few lesbian trans truly want to be female. The globalist obsession with penises is the true main problem of humanity, more harmful than the cancer, the global warming or a potential nuclear war. That is why stopping rape, forced or consensual, should be a priority. Until the last man loses the last penis, our civilization wont achieve peace and prosperity, required for further advances. As the ![[info]](http://lj.rossia.org/img/userinfo.gif) ololo noted "Большая часть людей бисексуальны. Для успешного встраиванияв иерархии нужна некоторая доля гомосексуальнрсти" Current Mood: contemplative |
| Tuesday, November 26th, 2024 | |
| 12:12 am | The Spell of Mastery Progress The current sprites are actually liked 3rd iteration. Initially I had this: https://pixeljoint.com/pixelart/148 But then I re-drew it to be more fluid looking and less top heavy. Yet I never noticed that the character's center of mass is not supported from the right. That led to the feeling that character is falling. Fixed that be moving the right leg. One of the reasons I don't use 3d software for pre-renders. It doesn't really help unless you know what you're doing. Or you are doing 1-to-1 model, down to mass distribution.  |
| Monday, November 25th, 2024 | |
| 11:10 am | People accus me of being "Buffalo Bill" It is not the fault of Buffalo Bill, they were gatekeeped access to hormonal medications and found it easier to fatten and skin the kidnapped women. It is also not Buffalo Bill's fault, they were envious and wanted to be as beautiful as the women they skin. Jealousy is the engine of progress. Compared to the imageboard incels Buffalo Bill actively worked for their goal to be beautiful and died for their ideals fighting the evil transphobic woman cop, who probably also killed a few black men along her career path. TLDR: Buffalo Bill was ultimately a good person, who did something to improve the humanity, starting with themselves.  Current Mood: contemplative |
| Sunday, November 24th, 2024 | |
| 10:44 pm | Industrial Music Electric Youth, Deine Lakaien, The Birthday Massacre - proper industrial music Genesis `child support evader` P-Orridge, The Prodigy and other Wumpscuts - overrated gay dogshit.  Current Mood: contemplative |
| Saturday, November 23rd, 2024 | |
| 3:41 pm | The Spell of Mastery Progress I have decided limiting player access to the units inventory. That is due to a numerous reasons: 1. Managing inventory is a micromanagemnt chore. It doesn't support the core loop in meaningful way. And I really dislike the inventory packing puzzles. 2. Allowing characters autonomy over how they dress themselves would allow characters to be unique, forcing the player to with what they get. 3. Characters now can have private belongings the player can't take away to for their fav character. So basically each character now has wealth stat and they equip themselves according to their skills, goals, means and desires. That is the precise the case where constraints bring diversity. Without these constraints player will just genocide the characters they dislike. As a game designer I should introduce systems which punish the player for being a nazi. Or at least not promote any kind of nazism Anyway, since a different characters require different outfits, I still have to draw a lot. Dunno if this helmet is better with mask or without. Or maybe you should have several variations, with characters picking the more suitable.   Current Mood: contemplativeCurrent Music: The Birthday Massacre - Beyond |
| 11:14 am | Taras upon learning of Russian plan to nuke Kyiv NATO military advisers are behind lol.  Current Mood: amused |
| 12:08 am | Imajica People say it is the Clive Barker's Magnum Opus, like Hellraiser but more global and about everything: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FT3R_cm Probably only one of the few books I consider to read. Apparently there is also a Magic the Gathering style game. BTW, didn't knew Barker is gay.    Current Mood: amused |
| Friday, November 22nd, 2024 | |
| 2:57 pm | Doom Ported to Unmodded NES https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dXSUhJX There were numerous NES raycasters, but this is the only playable FPS. Some time ago I lets played a Dune II NES port: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sJaNiJh  Current Mood: amused |
| 12:43 am | The Spell of Mastery Progress The game needs not to be focused on murdering everyone for gold/items. So I have to implement some nicer economy. Farm plots should be a nice start. These can still be guarded though. Still I don't want to turn it into a chiefly worker placement game. But I do need some references to the Mater of Magic, which had a bit of worker placement.  Current Mood: accomplishedCurrent Music: The Birthday Massacre - Hide and Seek |
