Dysphoria != Schizophrenia Had to visit psychiatrist today, but psychiatric hospital has covid19 quarantine, so the appointment was moved to undefined date.
Still I really need a proper dysphoria diagnosis, which will challenge the Russian "schizophrenia" diagnosis, due to the conflicting nature of these diagnoses. Especially since the Russian diagnosis is based on symptoms like "queer look" and "sociopolitical views". Then again, I will have court hearing soon, and I really need proper diagnosis to defend myself. Since otherwise me being transgender is only my imagination, since officially I'm still man and have to be treated like man by the court. Of course I create problems, and demand using proper pronouns and refer to me as "mevrouw", but without a proper documentary evidence it is destined to fail, no matter how hard I'm stirring the shit.
After I get the dysphoria document I will have another move at IND's negative, since IND completely agreed with Russia that I'm clinically insane, and not a political activist.
Anyway, right now in America conservatives gather in Washington to support Russian invasion. My dream is that one day they will get their America bombed by Russia and China, just like today Putin bombs Eastern Ukraine, which had a fuckload of pro-Russia Nazis. Mr Xi will bomb their nasty community churches, execute every single prolifer, and then legalize HRT and abortions.