Saturday, December 2nd, 2023

Time	Event
8:43a	Beauty Salon 2: Electric Boogalo Summary of what happened: 1. I made an online appointed for gel nail extension (50 euro) plus dying (20 euro) and prepaid it. 2. To make an appointment one has to fill in a huge form answering all kinds of questions, including legal name and home address. 3. Beauty salon owner, Elysah (a post menopausal woman), contacted me on Whatsapp and began interrogating about my previous nail treatment. 4. That was already irritating (i dislike answering before anyone), but I explained that I had never visited salon before, outside the time I got beaten at the Muslim beauty salon, and I just glued the cheap Primark nails, painting over them myself. 5. Hearing I have glue nails, the salon manager tried to upsell a removal and cleaning service (another 30 euro). 6. I politely refused saying that I can easily do it myself. Other trans later pointed that I offended her (refused to pay full prices she usually expects, and I shown that I don't even need her). 7. She kept insisting that it would be better if her salon does it professionally (obviously now she overdid what marketing books suggest and got into the territory of being overly annoying sales manager who gets into your window while you are showering naked). 8. I that moment I've just removed my glue nails myself and sent her a photo (attached). 9. She got angry and began insulting my nails, saying that the white glue remains on them is infection, and she wont serve me. 10. I replied that I pay, and even if that is infection she can do gel over it. These are my nails, so it is not her business to decide for me. 11. Now she cancels the appointment without returning money and tells me that she can't help me. 12. Here I lost clear thinking, and decided she is just transphobic and one of these "I haven't seen you at church on Sunday, so I wont sell you the candies" type of ladies, so I began threatening her with filming and exposing her transphobia. I actually love getting into conflict with these types of conservatives, since they are my natural enemies my whole life. 13. As a response she began playing the victim and threatened me with cops. 14. I kept threatening her till she agreed to return my money. I asked other Russian trans to analyze, why such accidents happen to me non stop. They pointed that the salon manager is not transphobic and all Dutch owned beauty salons work that way, trying to know their clients, while it is normal for them to be very picky, especially in smaller communities where everyone knows everyone. Other LGBT said I don't feel the mentality of European people, and I want cheap fast food, so I should look for a Ukrainian or a Turkish nails master - these care only about money. Apparently I wont ever be able to integrate with Dutch or other Europeans, because the fascist small town "community above money" mentality is completely alien to me, and I'm also not used to think about people's feelings during communication, since being autistic I'm low on empathy or having a good model of other people's minds. I.e. I'm unable and unwilling to fit in. Current Mood: contemplative (16 Comments | Comment on this)
12:52p	Tranny Chasers FAQ to Trannies Q: Do you have milk? I want to suck your dick like a baby! A: No. HRT castrates the person, so after a year or so there is no sperm anymore. Q: Why do these Brazil shemales in porn have sperm?!! A: Brazil shemales are not transsexuals. They don't do HRT (male hormones with female hormones). They are just shaved gay men in dress and makeup with optional breast implants, ton of fillers and BBL (brazilian butt lift). Their goal is to make money supporting their high class gay lifestyle. Some true transsexuals (truscum) do insert sperm looking liquid into their dicks to produce juicy videos, fooling clients and fans. Q: Can you fuck me? A: No. Only a gay men can play active/top role. Real transsexuals frequently have erectile problems and usually get dysphoric, when they are asked to use their penises. One needs testosterone to be active. Q: Do you enjoy anal sex? A: No. Hormones kill prostate, which is responsible for anal pleasure. So true trans girls don't get any pleasure from anal, in fact even less than cis women, some of whom can get their vaginal walls stimulated through anal. Q: Can I touch your dick? Why won't you get hard? A: True transsexuals (truscum) hate their penises and ultimately want SRS. So when you touch trans girl's dick, she gets a multitude of negative emotions, which turn her off. In fact, just thinking she still has no vagina, makes her dysphoric. Many trans are also lesbians so do sex work exclusively for money. So ultimately objectifying her penis is like raping her. Q: I once met a feminine looking person on Grindr and they were happy with me touching their dick and they even fucked me hard ass coming onto my face with a huge load. Are they transsexual? A: No. That was just a homosexual crossdresser pervert or the so called "transgender". Don confuse them with transsexuals, who never wear latex and don't dye their hair toxic color to look cool. Q: Why don't you put on any make up? Why don't you wear overly feminine clothes? Why you wont you botch your face in with fillers? A: I'm a transsexual, not a drag queen or an effeminate gay magazine model. Q: What discerns a transsexual from a transgender? A: Transsexuals have gender dysphoria (a set of serious mental issues) and ultimately want to conform to their picked gender's norms, while being accepted as such in daily life, 24/7. Transgenders are the gender non-conforming folks, including gay men in dress, latex/diaper fetishists and edgy leftist kids with pink dyed hair. Q: What should I do if I love dicks? A: Get out of the closet - it is okay to be gay, and okay to date effeminate gays. Just don't confuse them with true transsexuals, who have nothing to do with gays or left-wing politics, everyone is trying to funnel them into and turn into scare crows. Q: Wait! Ain't you gay? A: I was never romantically attracted to men or masculinity, therefore I was never gay. I don't fetishize penises either. So nope. I'm not gay... compared to you. Q: Why are you dating men then? A: Due to my mental issues and social issues I'm unemployable, but I need to save money for SRS, which is expensive. Even if you just take me to a restaurant, that already saves me on a dinner. Nothing personal. Q: Why are you so autistic? Can you just chill?!! A: Most true trans have mental and social issues orthogonal to dysphoria and frequently autism. These are symptoms of dysphoria. Q: Shouldn't you be cancelled? A: I'm unemployed and don't own any assets. Both leftist and right wingers hate me. So the only thing you can cancel here is your ignorance. Current Mood: contemplative (18 Comments | Comment on this)
11:17p	Cis Women and Anal Orgasms Apparently I was wrong: cis females do have anal orgasms, but from skene’s glands stimulation, which is the same organ as male prostate but resides near the vaginal wall - the so called G-spot ( https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/6546868/ ). Basically female vaginal orgasm is the same as male anal one. I never had it, because my prostate was small due to low testosterone and then got further reduced in size after I blocked testosterone with HRT. Apparently only high testosterone men can achieve it. SRS does open a closer way to stimulate it, but it is still not as good as cis woman skene’s glands with current surgeries. It is kind of ironic, since, while reducing its size, MtF HRT increases prostate sensitivity to stimulation. Also, the liquid coming out of the skene’s glands has the same consistency as prostate fluid. So if you do oral on woman, you're gay. https://www.newscientist.com/article/dn2495-bigger-is-better-when-it-comes-to-the-g-spot/ Current Mood: amused (6 Comments | Comment on this)

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