>perceived loss of boundaries between self and environment, a sense of the loss of "control," the loss of the accustomed feeling of existing as a "personal agent," loose "cognitive-association binding," and even a sense of being controlled by frozen block-universe determinism with a single, pre-existing, ever-existing future

Но ведь это противоположно:

"Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law."
"thou hast no right but to do thy will. Do that and no other shall say nay."

Как можно проявлять волю без ощущения своей субъектности? Или это такая игра на контрасте?