But getting a VAR number or building a distillation apparatus is what I would have done in your position, since it's way easier than living with poison in my body.

I remember you complaiend about headaches or something. Could be the side effects of your retarded self-medication.

And I would have navigated medical bureaucracy like a normal human being, i.e. 100x better than you, and would have been pretty far in the queue by now, and would have finished my full transition years before you, and without poisoning myself.

This isn't high IQ, this is a basic ability to function in this world, which you apparently lack, given this methanol(or whatever they added) in your balls story.

And we can't be sure that alcohol in the balls is the optimal DIY way. I haven't research it. It could be again that you are a lazy fuck and overlooked a better solution.