Настроение:	amused
Entry tags:	transitioning

Manliness of Character
Lest see if you're a man or a woman.
Rate your qualities on a 1 to 10 scale.

If you have 100/100, then you're a gigachad inside, no matter your looks.
50/100 = average man (can troon out if looks aint super manly).

Me:
1. Resilience: 2. I easily give up and have no issue accepting my failure.

2. Responsibility: 1. I avoid responsibility. One of the reason I transitioned.

3. Courage: 4. I was courageous at one point of my life, when I lost all hope of becoming a successful man and became suicidal, thinking about a mass murder. I had enough courage to "troon out" (many don't have courage for that). After I started HRT all my courage left me.

4. Honesty: 5. I'm honest like half of the time, because I believe lies are cool, especially white lies. A little bit of exaggeration enhances everything.

5. Integrity: 3. Not really. I will probably sell everything for a bottom surgery. Generally, I have a flexible psyche. Especially after HRT kicked in.

6. Confidence: 2. Not super confident. At least not before I get 100% pass and begin extracting especially expensive presents from men. But yeah, a latest IPhone gift will boost my confidence.

7. Compassion: 3. I'm compassionate for other truscum trans girls, especially transmaxxers.

8. Self-reliance: 3. I heavily depend on others. But I do cook my own estradiol injecitons

9. Leadership: 4. I prefer to be led and dominated. But I try to gain leadership over other trans, especially ones weaker than me.

10. Adaptability: 3. I couldn't adapt to the hardships of being male. I had issues going along with cishet muslims at refugee camp, so I asked to be transfered to LGBT unit.

Result: 30/100
Below average, yet manlier than most