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    Sunday, December 4th, 2022
    12:40 pm

    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: Yuzo Koshiro - 4operators
    Thursday, December 1st, 2022
    11:32 pm
    Aggression and Violence in Females
    Figure 1. Graphical summary of the present review of factors associated with aggression in women. The left portion displays prenatal and early developmental influences known to affect aggression. The center portion shows neural and hormonal process associated with aggression in women. The right box indicates the different forms of aggression that women engage in and their relative frequencies. Green text indicates uncertainty regarding the robustness of the relationship with aggression in women. We note that this figure summarizes the current review only and that many additional factors do not appear here (e.g., genetic influences, neurotransmitter systems, societal factors). DLPFC, dorsolateral prefrontal cortex; DMPFC, dorsomedial prefrontal cortex; DACC, dorsal anterior cingulate cortex.

    Current Mood: mellow
    Current Music:
    Tuesday, November 29th, 2022
    6:21 pm

    Current Mood: amused
    Sunday, November 20th, 2022
    5:11 pm
    Trans girls are incompatible with communsim

    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: pusher - airghoul
    Saturday, June 4th, 2022
    8:08 pm

    Current Mood: cheerful
    Wednesday, June 1st, 2022
    9:43 pm
    TGF-β2 inhibition for hair regrowth?
    Apparently it is possible to block TFG-β locally:

    And reducing TGF-β2 increases the duration of hair growth. Then again, one may get cancer if TGF-β stops functioning properly, since it is used for signalling all kinds of shit. And I doubt it alone will fix the follicle miniaturization. More like one will get very long, but thin hair.

    Current Mood: amused
    6:22 pm
    MGMT - crossdressers and furries

    Current Mood: ecstatic
    Current Music: MGMT - Little Dark Age
    1:12 pm
    New Diagnosis
    It doesn't confirm my Russian autism and schizotypal personality disorders, yet confirms gender dysphoria.

    Checkmate, trolls and bullies!!!
    I will never see your Russia ever again!!!
    Enjoy you North Korea yourself!!!
    Hope in a few years I will get to Thailand and Philippines ^__^

    But I'm still sad about the few Russian transgirls I like.
    Hope they will get out.

    Current Mood: cheerful
    Current Music: Anachronox OST
    Tuesday, May 31st, 2022
    3:16 pm
    Rebecca Heineman
    The original programming trans girl:

    My idol. Also a transbian. Married to another trans girl ^__^

    Current Mood: ecstatic
    Current Music: Wraith Knight - Deep in the Dungeons of the Dragonlord
    Saturday, May 28th, 2022
    1:49 pm
    Por Favor Shooter
    I can relate with the trans girl who did the school shooting in Texas.
    That is a very conservative state with no health care for transgender children.
    In other words, she returned normies a favor.
    I hope conservatives are happy now she haven't got her testosterone blockers.
    For each ruined trans life we need to take 24 theirs.
    If you have testosterone - use it for good.
    Fight the gatekeeping conservatives and American fascism!

    Wednesday, May 18th, 2022
    9:06 pm
    When I began transitioning
    So whatever people say, I was interested in transgenderism since around 2006:
    My nickname there is exanode, and I had female avatar back them. knows

    Shame I haven't transitioned back then. That would have solved all my issues. But I was completely isolated and in depression.

    Argonov after that went completely insane and released music about USSR 2.0 and a war with America. Should have too transitioned in the name of Queer Anarchism and Transhumanism. Otherwise it is impossible to build USSR 40k

    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: Purple Motion - Second Reality
    5:55 pm
    Got move to the new camp
    I asked if they can move me with Antonina, but they decided to move me closer to psychiatric asylum and crematorium.

    I'm not joking, it is the next area down the road.

    Current Mood: accomplished
    Current Music: Daikatana - Modern Mystery
    Thursday, May 12th, 2022
    8:21 pm
    I’m Sorry for the Last Video

    Current Music: Leæther Strip - Worlock
    Wednesday, May 4th, 2022
    2:05 pm
    Ужасы Голландии

    7:22 am
    Antonina has some really vicious haters
    Literally Veniamin type stalkers.
    They went to my youtube channel just to attack her,
    After they seen that photo of me with Babkina at a Dutch trans meeting.

    Why do Russians hate Antonina?
    She is not super successful to be jealous of.
    She is infantile, but I'm too, and many cis and trans girls in fact.
    She posted some mild russophobia, but never ever reached my levels.

    But I myself don't get such hatred. More like just direct threats of murder.

    Current Music: Alan Menken - The Little Mermaid Soundtrack
    Sunday, May 1st, 2022
    9:11 am
    Trans Meet-up
    Two Russian trans girls Nancy and Antonina, under the Ukrainian command of Anna.

    Anna has PhD and did teaching at Kyiv university, before that war began.

    Current Music: Irene Cara - What A Feeling
    Friday, April 29th, 2022
    2:10 pm
    AVGN hairline
    Or how testosterone killed the Youtube celebrity:

    Remember kids: start HRT before you begin losing hair. At least if you roleplay that eternal child on youtube.

    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: Adam Lambert - Whataya Want From Me
    7:26 am
    As you know I'm a vegan, so I think I will never be able to accept Islam. The religion is just cruel, and not just to people but to animals too. Muslim slaughter laws demand animal to suffer during slaughter. In fact Muslims have entire slaughter fest, called Qurbani, the celebrate of blood and ritualistic sacrifice. As a vegan, I can never understand and support Islamic violence against the harmless animals.

    Also, never though I will ever met her IRL, since I kinda left Russia behind, but I have met Antonina Babkina, since she escaped to Netherlands. Actually a nice trans girl, although a bit naive and child like. So I don't understand why dvachers hate her. Antonina got really heavily bullied in Russia, almost to near suicide. But she is kinda autistic, can go in depth about technical aspects of UTC time format, Linux and C++. So has incomplete software engineer degree. So yup, programming socks is not a joke. And she had schizotypal disorder diagnosis, before the dysphoria, just like me, and apparently countless of other Russian trans get it, which I learned at discord. I know some liberal trans girls disliked Antonina for her dislike of Muslims, but I doubt anyone here likes the Muslim cruelty, especially how they mass torture animals. Muslims are not super LGBTQ friendly either.

    Anyway, if she decides to continue streaming, I said I can be a guest, but streams better be about programming, and not the absolute trash Alicia did in Russia. Then again, Antonina broke with Alicia before the real trash began and Alicia got tortured by gangsters to near death without being paid anything. They wanted to make another snuff video for donations. But still Antonina was really mistreated by stream organizers, like they abused her off script without her agreeing to anything or being paid. That would have got show producers in civilized countries sued and in jail, but Russia is a hellhole, where they actually murdered numerous people on streams.

    BTW, Gaziza now went full vatnik and completely supports invasion, saying she is patriot of Russia and Ukrainians called that themselves. I think she still hates me for transitioning.


    Current Mood: excited
    Current Music: Dubmood - Mirage IV
    Tuesday, April 26th, 2022
    6:51 pm
    Трансдевочка Нарушила Обет Молчания

    Friday, April 22nd, 2022
    8:51 am

    Current Music: Waveshaper - Mainframe
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