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| Saturday, December 14th, 2024 | |
| 3:03 pm | Взвивайся, радужное знамя, |
| Thursday, December 5th, 2024 | |
| 9:15 pm | While I'm a lesbian AGP ts, I'm sexually attracted to this guy He is so absolutely cute it is not gay to be aroused.  Current Mood:  contemplative |
| Thursday, November 28th, 2024 | |
| 1:57 pm | Homosexuality is the foundation for the male hierarchy Remember kids: girls don't form hierarchies and dislike competition. Only the males enter dick-measuring contests. A woman doesn't need to be the very best. She just needs to be cute and wholesome.  Current Mood:  amused |
| Wednesday, November 27th, 2024 | |
| 6:00 pm | The Main Problem of Humanity «Уничтожьте гомосексуалистов — фашизм исчезнет» (c) Максим ГорькийFor a long time I was puzzled at the common people opposing me taking hormonal medications and removing my penis. After all transitioning is rather a personal issue. Most of them understand well that I need transitioning to be a contributing member of society, hold proper employment and pay taxes, instead of leeching welfare and selling my ass. I do understand the opportunistic psychopathic politicians like Felon Musk and Jewhanna ROFLing, who use transphobia to rally the deranged moral panicking parents, scaring them that their kids become trans, losing fertility, or that trans kids will rape their girls at school bathrooms. But why would common folks (not my parents) oppose me personally? I'm no longer eligible for high school and I was never interested in competitive sports. And still these people want to take away my HRT. If they are afraid I will rape their gf or daughter at a female bathroom, they should do the opposite - advocate castrating me, so me raping anyone will be impossible. But they behave completely illogically, instead insisting that my dick should be hard and I should impregnate their GFs and daughters. Today I kinda understand what is going in their perverted evil heads. They love dicks. I.e. they all have suppressed homosexual tendencies. They get unwell just thinking about somebody removing a dick. Just like I, a lesbian girl, get disgusted thinking that some FtM woman will get a penis instead of vagina. That because I'm not a homosexual - I dislike penises and the degenerate idea of penetrative animal sex (aka rape). With heterosexual females loving dicks is obvious, but what about all the males? Why would the males hate somebody getting castrated? After all, there will be less competition for the heterosexual women. I was absolutely flabbergasted at the realization of so many men being secretly homosexual. And at the same time as being shocked by my castration, these men, like all gays, are secretly envious, that I betrayed their gay brotherhood, following my desires, that I'm not interested in the faggy Full Metal Jacked barracks relationships, that I refuse to penetrate. All gays deep inside want to be women to get fucked by real men. So when they see my huge dick, they imagine me bumming them, and when they that I will remove this ugly thing, they feel deep intense hatred, reminiscent to my own hatred towards my male body parts. This world is driven by hatred. There is no love. True trans girls, like me, transition out of hatred, not the love for men. Because all the ex-gay trans transition not because they feel female, but because of all the male dicks they will get inside of them. I learned that by being in trans community. Only a few lesbian trans truly want to be female. The globalist obsession with penises is the true main problem of humanity, more harmful than the cancer, the global warming or a potential nuclear war. That is why stopping rape, forced or consensual, should be a priority. Until the last man loses the last penis, our civilization wont achieve peace and prosperity, required for further advances. As the ![[info]](http://lj.rossia.org/img/userinfo.gif) ololo noted "Большая часть людей бисексуальны. Для успешного встраиванияв иерархии нужна некоторая доля гомосексуальнрсти" Current Mood: contemplative |
| Monday, November 25th, 2024 | |
| 11:10 am | People accus me of being "Buffalo Bill" It is not the fault of Buffalo Bill, they were gatekeeped access to hormonal medications and found it easier to fatten and skin the kidnapped women. It is also not Buffalo Bill's fault, they were envious and wanted to be as beautiful as the women they skin. Jealousy is the engine of progress. Compared to the imageboard incels Buffalo Bill actively worked for their goal to be beautiful and died for their ideals fighting the evil transphobic woman cop, who probably also killed a few black men along her career path. TLDR: Buffalo Bill was ultimately a good person, who did something to improve the humanity, starting with themselves.  Current Mood: contemplative |
| Sunday, November 17th, 2024 | |
| 5:00 pm | All trans girls on grindr are Russian(Ukraine=Russia lol) Local are all disgusting faggots in stockings, married and with kids.  Current Mood: amused |
| Thursday, November 14th, 2024 | |
| 9:40 am | "Почалось" "Netherlands to implement land border controls from Dec. 9" https://nltimes.nl/2024/11/11/netherlan https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=feg5wZA Bitter-sweet feeling. Obviously less chances I will get beaten and bullied on my visits to Amsterdam. Yet after christshits finish with these niggers, they will go after the trans girls, banning HRT completely and surrendering refugees like me to Russia, which is unfortunately still alive. So LGBT kinda needs just enough Muslims so they will do the war of attrition with Christcucks, while we enjoy the show at a gay bar. But yeah, in a perfect world we want all cishets to annihilate each other, so Russians and Ukrainians will fight till the last ugroslav, while Christcucks and Mudslimes will fatally wound each other. Current Mood: contemplativeCurrent Music: Cyber Caliphate Audio Team - Gegen Kuffar Munafikin |
| Wednesday, November 6th, 2024 | |
| 9:08 pm | The Time When America Was Truly Free In 1939, hormonal drugs could be bought over the counter without any control for cosmetic purposes: https://www.unilad.com/film-and-tv/n The star of the film Judy Garland, who was just 16-years-old, was also left with life-long conditions following the filming of the classic. She claimed that the studio forced her to take growth-suppressing drugs to maintain her youthful appearance, as well as imposing restrictions on her weight. Time to recognize that modern Americans are an artful bunch of Nazis and bandits. Current Mood: amused |
| 12:35 pm | Tramp's Victory >>At least my refugee status is secured now. >>As well as the status of all other trans. >Speaking of "all other trans", Trump promised anti-trans federal level legislation if he's elected. So that's wrong. I'm not in America. And Trump's law will mostly hit non-binaries and transtrenders. They can only ban you from visiting female toilets when your pass is low enough. What is more important, there will be less tolerance for Kamala's beloved Muslims, which pose far higher danger to trans than the Trump's christcucks. Christcucks will bitch, where Muslims will behead. Such cases. Current Mood: amused |
| Sunday, November 3rd, 2024 | |
| 8:50 pm | Z for Zeitgeist People regularly accuse me of being pro-Russian. So do I support Russia and why do I support Russia? First of all, we need to define the term "Russia." Usually country names refer to a set of territories. What makes a territory into a country? Of course the elites who hold it together. The elites enforce the existence of the country. So when I say "Russia" I mean Vladimir Putin's elites. Exclusively. These people hold together the territories forming Russia. That out of the way, lets proceed to my case. Striving to be a rational agent, I support what is good for me. Is Russia good for me personally? I'm a refugee claiming asylum in Netherlands. My asylum is on the grounds that Russia is unsafe. If Russia disappears as it is, I will lose this right. That will launch the procedure of repatriating me. To the territory, inhabited by the rabid finno-ogres. That will only lead to my demise. So I support Russia, since while Russia exists I exist. The victory of Russia in Ukraine will mean strengthening of Russia. Here again when I say "Russia" I mean Putin's ruling elites. I don't mean the subhuman beasts populating the territories. Further, Russia now cleanses the high testosterone men. Under the pretense of war. High testosterone men are dangerous for me. So it is rational to support their cleansing. Now, support can be financial or informational. I don't produce any income for Russia. But I must do my best to support the Russian informational war. Since the victory of Russia is my victory. Am I doing my best? - that should be the question. Current Mood: contemplative |
| Saturday, November 2nd, 2024 | |
| 11:17 am | Alt-rights attack one of a few trans girls working in gamedev Only because she is trans: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qiz23Yr The right-wing argument: sexual exploitation grooming children who play games, whose devteam had a trans person. And then they accuse us of doing prostitution because we can't find any work. "Children are visiting this store, and you have trans working as a cashier!!!1" Our only hope is WW3, which will conscript the right-wingers on all sides and make them kill each other. Just like in their violent video games. That is BTW why I always put WW3 nears transitioning. We need this cleansing war, where all real men will purged once more. It will also solve the overpopulation problem, caused by conservative values. Only then we can hope seeing peaceful and sustainable development.  Current Mood:  sad |
| Friday, November 1st, 2024 | |
| 1:20 pm | I wasn't me! I swear!!111 https://x.com/EliErlick/status/18516485 it wasn't me!! I swear!  Current Mood: amused |
| Thursday, October 31st, 2024 | |
| 6:32 pm | |
| 1:00 pm | Cops came again to harrass me Currently ACABs impute me prostitution. Last time they claimed I boiled a cat. Before that they insisted I have a firearm. And then that I'm a racist and a russophobe, That I vandalize property and disturb order. These transphones make up a reason of every type. It is easy to harass trans folk. Instead of going after actual criminals. Who have real guns, not imaginary ones. And if they want a whore, they should arrest their moms. But I guess this time municipality unleashed them. Since I filled multiple complaints against the municipality, which impedes my inburgering. Current Mood:  annoyedCurrent Music: Howard Drossin - Sendai Enclave |
| Sunday, October 13th, 2024 | |
| 12:50 pm | Injectible Estradiol Dutch leftist transgender activist Camile about the Russian transsexuals: https://youtu.be/zcNxgW9ULdQ?t=2457 In the words of this proud male pattern balding non-binary person, Russian trans girls are overdoing their transitioning getting access to injectible estradiol. In the leftist view hormones and surgeries are not mandatory to be a woman. I.e. one can be a bald and hairy woman producing loads of sperm. A Russian TS living in America once came to a gender clinic asking for estradiol injections, and they told her that she looks too good already. I never understood why these leftists hate and gatekeep us, except that we don't care about their queers for palestine agenda. But I read a few of their books, like Queering the Anarchism one, and everything immediately made sense! Leftists try to normalize ugliness, while Russian transsexual don't want to be ugly. We are not bodypositive, we are not the perverts and rapists scarecrows these leftists want to paint us to justify the endowments they get from the political actors. That is why transsexuals are their main enemies. We represent what these perverts try to appropriate for their political task. They need ugly freaks, but we are human beings with conservative binary gender views, which are the reason for our transitioning. They say it is okay to be unmanly man, we respond that we are repulsed by that. So it is a fundamental ideological difference. We will sooner find common language with neo-nazis than with leftists. I personally don't have anything against right-wingers banning trans girls from women sports (especially team sports). In my opinion women sports should not exist at all, since competition is something men do, not women. Regarding the parents gatekeeping children from transitioning: that wont change until more trans kids murder their parents, like Secundino did. People, including right wingers, understand only violence and if you have testosterone you have capability to inflict it. If 5% of trans children murder their parents, other parents will get out of our way. They want a violent man as a son? They should get one, since you fight fire with fire. Just don't do anything constructive, since constructive and cooperative behavior, and stoicism are the manly features. Violent right-wing parents need communication in the language they understand. Be hysterical and destructive - prove yourself as a woman: https://nypost.com/2024/06/19/us-news/t Any trans girl should read Bible and take notes, especially from the chapters on warfare: "Do not think that I have come to bring peace to the earth. I have not come to bring peace, but a sword. For I have come to set a man against his father, and a daughter against her mother, and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law. And a person's enemies will be those of his own household." --Matthew 10:34-36  |
| Tuesday, September 24th, 2024 | |
| 6:26 pm | This is why ugly people should be barred from procreation  Current Mood: annoyed |
| Sunday, September 22nd, 2024 | |
| 12:33 pm | My Ongoing Health Issues As you know, to recover hair I used minoxidil. But the oral minoxidil formulation is not available without prescription and Dutch doctors are well known for their fascism and general obscurantism, refusing to prescribe what patient wants and insisting that hair loss is a cosmetic thing. Western faggots believe in body-positivity and that being bald woman is completely okay. Fortunately topical minoxidil is available without prescription. Unfortunately topical minoxidil is completely placebo, since it can't penetrate scalp (the formulation isn't suitable for injection), and there is no enzyme SULT1A1 to activate it. So the obvious solution is to just drink topical minoxidil. Unfortunately the topical minoxidil contains special alcohol, which is toxic on ingestion. But the quantity is small and I was too lazy to distillate it (I despise doing manual labor, since I'm not a slavnigger). So I just drank the topical solution as is. I have recovered my hair, but after prolonged drinking that window cleaner alcohol began giving me headaches and nausea, but I just ignored it. Apparently now I got issues with kidneys. Well, Dutch will have to pay for my dialysis, since it is not my fault they refused to sell me oral minoxidil. When you gatekeep something, you become responsible for everything. At least make your topical shit safe to drink when you gatekeep the oral and injection routes.  Current Mood: contemplativeCurrent Music: TheFatRat - Close to the Sun |
| Saturday, September 21st, 2024 | |
| 11:09 am | STAY MAD TRANSPHOBE |
| Thursday, September 19th, 2024 | |
| 1:26 pm | Free Will Either Doesn't Exist or Poorly Defined You can disprove the possibility of free will with the basic school math done over a few axioms everyone can agree upon. Definitions: 1. Free will - "the ability to make choices independently, without being constrained by external forces or predetermined conditions." Most common definition, found on Wikipedia and generated by ChatGPT. Although one may argue on the border between internal and external forces. 2. Free entity - an entity which is supposed to possess free will. Our definition, since no common name for such entities exist. Axioms (call them common sense axioms): 1. Human being - an entity composed of physical matter, which is subject to all kinds of external physical forces. I think that is a reasonable assumption. 2. Multiple different free entities can exist at the same time. ChatGPT claims it is a commonly accepted fact. A few solipsists do insist that free will is unilateral and the world exists just for a single free entity, but such teleological view is uncommon. 3. Two human beings are considered different if they have different spatial configurations. For example, they are at different locations in some city. I.e. there is no multiverse. That is the most controversial axiom, but most people will agree that any two physical objects can never occupy the same space at the same time. To prove the existence of free will we need to prove that human beings form a subset of free entities. I.e. that "an entity composed of matter, which is subject to all kinds of external physical forces" has "the ability to make choices independently, without being constrained by external forces or predetermined conditions." Here we already face an issue: since all the internal constraints are subject to external forces, such as weather or the availability of food or the genetics of the parents or the inheritance they left the human being. To be generous, we just ignore this issue. Instead we consider two human beings A and B. A can't move into the spatial configuration of B, since that would by axiom 3 make human being A equal to B. Therefore A's free will is constrained by B's existence. Therefor A is not a free entity by the definition of free entity and free will. Therefore the notion of free will for human beings (as it is commonly understood) is in complete conflict with common sense. So one may wonder why would anyone even argue about free will or introduce this concept at all. One theory is that free will was introduced to make it easier to place blame on someone. I.e. free will is a form of scapegoating, where collective guilt is eliminated by picking some person to be responsible for the common failure. Say when an impoverished person is forced to do shoplifting, that isn't the society's fault, but the shoplifter's fault. A trans girl can't function as a man? That is the trans girl's fault to man-up! Free will is probably one of the most toxic concepts ever conceived, since it is at the root of most social problems. Until humanity learns to accept the absence of free will, the progress will be slow.  Current Mood: contemplativeCurrent Music: Hitoshi Sakimoto - Fate |
| Wednesday, September 18th, 2024 | |
| 7:19 pm | Why Ozempic is better than fitness? Fitness is the preferred hobby of neo-nazis, niggers and military servants. Ozempic is an elite hormonal medication, emphasizing technology over nature. Current Mood: contemplativeCurrent Music: Hiroshi Sakimoto - Flight |
