Настроение:	aggravated
Entry tags:	netherlands, russia, transitioning, ukraine, ww3

Today Dutch arrested me and accused of "Sedition". It is probably the result of me bitching for some time about NL government being Nazi with hormones prescription and the general Dutch mistreatment of trans girls. Now they believe I'm a danger to their Reich's national security.

Yesterday another trans girl stayed with me. We practiced make-up and cuddled a bit. It was a somewhat late, so she stayed in my room for a sleepover (there is a free bed). Today. Early morning. Somebody knocks on the door. It is the police. I'm used to the morning police visits since living in Russia, but my sister was confused and scared sh1tless. At least Dutch cops don't beat you during arrest.

As I understand Dutch security service really disliked my posts, calling Ukrainian transgenders, who are denied exit from Ukraine, to cooperate with the Russian military intelligence out of spite. But it seems Dutch generally dislike free speech. They also threatened with charging me with terrorism ("you want to bomb a school, admit it!!"). In the end people who told me that I wont find a country better than Ukraine were right.

I think Dutch can also charge me with human trafficking. Interrogator explicitly asked me "what do you think about helping people?" And then about helping other refugees. Because I tried to help bringing two African trans girls to NL, and messaged a lot of groups about that, while advising the girls how to get into EU. But I don't care about Dutch laws, only about my sisters. So again here by definition I'm a danger to Dutch state security.

Dunno why they let me out of jail for now. Super strong Russia vibes from my stay here. I spent 3 years in Ukraine and nobody touched me. Here in NL I got beaten, my laptop and phone were confiscated by cops, I was charged for that beauty salon, employees of which beaten me, and today they accuse me of sedition of all things!

I'm thinking about using the pretext of NL persecuting me under a political article to apply in another country. That cancels the Dublin convention. I think Dutch are hinting that I should get out, and that the Dutch security service got angry that I reapplied. Maybe in Portugal they accept trans girls? And it is a warm country ^__^